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2006-11-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

(In alphabetical order hahahaha!) Camsie, Dutzy, Kirsty, Maelousky, Mariconsky, Mimsky, hmmm.. Who else?? Uhhh.. Basta.. I miss you!! :*

Hello second sem. Ugh. I didn't get to live my first sembreak to the fullest. :( Nakakainis. Swimming, cancelled. Overnight, postponed. Haysh... I did have fun during Glenn's birthday celebration but it was bitin. Yes man, bitin! Supposedly, we'd spend the night there. But I had to go to Manila the next day so hindi pwede. :( Imagine, no sleep overs!!! Argh. Sleep overs play a part in our lives. Wahaha. A day isn't enough talaga once we start doing our thang. LOL!

Well anyways, school... Hmmm... The previous sem wasn't bad at all but I think I could have given more! :( I really wished I've done my best. Since Monday, my mind has been so preoccupied with so many things. I don't wanna be compared to anyone! :( Well, I haven't heard any comments or comparisons yet, but I know they'll come, maybe SOON. People will start asking me silly questions like "Bakit wala ka man lang uno?" or "Bakit s'ya matataas yung grades, ikaw hindi? Eh pareho lang naman kayong UP ah.." Thank God my parents (my family) aren't stupid to question me about those things. :) Nakakainis lang... What's the big deal with that people?! Argh! Wag kasi kayong makialam!! Mind your own business. Pwede?

Tss. Enough about that. Like I've said, I wasn't able to give my best. Hmm.. Bakit nga ba? I guess it's harder to focus when you're not in your own house. Different people around you, different environment. Though Im with my tita and cousins, iba pa rin pag sila mommy kasama. :( I missed the sermons! Hahaha. Who would have thought that I'd be missing their loads of sermons? I missed my pesky brothers! :P Yes, Im irritated at times but come on, they are my brothers. Petty fights are always normal. Lots of things are missed. Seeing my brother play his guitar, spending time inside my room, hearing my youngest brother's version of Batang bata Ka Pa and Narda. Hahaha. *Behlat Xtah :P You haven't heard Vreian sing.* Sound trips with my brother... And of course, eating merienda every 3-5 in the afternoon with my family!! Wuhoo! But I seriously gained weight. :( Well, I'll be needing this. I have Chem 14 and Physics 21 (Boohoo!!!) this sem so mamamayat siguro ko sa mga pamatay na subjects na toh. (YEHEY! :P)

People! People! I have 2nd sem's resolutions. Hahahaha! I promise-- uhh, yea I'll try-- not to do these things again:

- meet up with Sha in SM North (my campus is in Ermita!) after NSTP
- unnecessary sleep overs in Sha's boarding house
- last full show in SM North when boredom attacked us
- secret! :P Wahaha! Swear! I shall not do it again. Amen.
- tell lies :(
- text marathon even there's a major exam the next day
- the manyana habit (haha! goodluck!)

Shet naman. Nakalimutan ko yung iba. Hahaha. I've just proven that it's better for us (Shari and I) to stay in different campuses. Haha! BI tayo sa isa't isa. LOL!

Monday is drawing nearer! Waaaa!! Second sem, please treat me well. Oh well... I need to go. Byebye!

***XTAH! Bhez, I hope you're satisfied with this. :P Happy trip! Mwahmwah!

2006-11-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

I put my thoughts in a place wherein no one could find it.

Hold my hand and together we'll fly to Neverland...

2006-10-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

"If you felt it, then it was true. Getting hurt doesn't always mean you
suffered. It also means you loved sincerely. Don't frown coz it's over, smile
coz it happened."

BYE. :)

2006-10-04T08:25:00.000+08:00

HELL WEEK! ='s

2006-09-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

Im bored.

Can you name 13 of your friends that you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually RANDOMLY list the names first. No cheating!

1. Aira
2. Xtah
3. Sha
4. Jah
5. Betha
6. Pau
7. Clang
8. EJ
9. Darrell
10. Anna
11. Lady
12. Dannah
13. Ivan

How did you meet 10?
= She was my classmate from 1st-4th year hs..

What would you do if you had never met 1?
= Hmm.. Ewan. Nyahaha..

wat will you do if 6 and 2 dated?
= Haha. #2 is miles awaaay from us.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
= YEAH!

Do you think 10 is cute?
= Yea.. Liberated na syaaa! Hahaha.

How did you get to know 8?
= He's my guy bestfriend. Kabarkada sya ni brother..

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
= Ahaha. Sureness! We'll eat pancit canton.

What's 7's Favorite color?
= GREEN! :P

What would you do if 5 confessed he/she lovedyou?
= Nyahaha. Lesbiana ka!

Fact about 9
= EMO :P

Who is 4 going out with?
= Hahaha. Nananadya ka ba?! She just broke up with the cheater :P

who is number 5 to you?
= My nanay :)

Would you ever live with 13?
= Hala. Issue.. Hahaha.

Is 2 single?
= I guess so. Haha.

Where does 7 live?
= Siniloan

What do you think about 3?
= She's my siis :) I looove her!

What's the best thing about number 8?
= Sweet! Though lagi kaming nag aaway. Haha.

What do you like about number 11?
= Really smart. Bait yan! :) She loves her family sooo much!

Favorite Memory with 2?
= The day we composed our song. (Kangaroo, Bracelet.. Hahaha..)

1. Masarap umuwi sa bahay kc:
- I love being with my fam :)

2. Di ako umaalis ng bahay kung:
- Tinamaan ako ng katamaran..

3. Masarap kumain sa Mcdo kc:
- Mahal ko ang cheeseburger. I'd love to share fries with FF..

4. Masarap manood ng Wowowee kapag:
- Wala akong malait :P

5. Masarap magcomputer kung:
- Madaming pictures to upload!

6. Umiinom ako ng C2 kc:
- Feeling ko nakakapayat yun. Hahaha.

7. Masaya mag-aral kung:
- Strict pero masaya si prof. *Patayin ang ILAO! Ilaw pala :P*

8. Ayoko pumasok ng CR kung:
- Di kaaya aya yung smell. Yuck.

9. Kumakain ako ng footlong dahil:
- Mas tipid yun. Nyaha..

10. Boring ang survey kung:
- Uber nonsense na ang questions..

11. Kumakain ako ng Sizzling dahil:
- Masaraaap!

12. Maganda makinig ng music kung:
- It fits your mood.

13. Takot ako sa:
-MOOMOO =s

14. Masaya ako kc:
- I spent a day with FF and Pare..

15. Magaling ako sa:
- Pag criticize ng kung anu ano ;p

16. Ang idol kong Sentai superhero ay si
- No idea.

17. Ang powers ng idol kong superhero ay:
- Madaming gadgets inside his pocket. (If you're goin to count Doraemon as a superhero. Haha.)

18. Nung bata ako, madalas ako bumili ng:
- FOOD! :P

19. Gus2 ko ang crush ko kc:
- Basta.. Haha..

20. Pinatulan ko ang survey na to kc:
- Im bored..

2006-09-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

It was a blast! Gaah! Now I realize how much I missed hanging out with my barkada. Walang tatalo satin. Hahaha! Tayo lang ang kayang manggulo ng McDo ng ganung ka-grabe. Unless they'll allow the street children na pumasok sa loob. Haha. I love you guys! Seriously! :)

We had our surprise (supposed to be) party for Lady. As usual, palpak! Hahaha. Di na matatanggal satin yon guys. Pag hindi palpak, hindi na masaya. Dba dba? Haha. So yea... We stayed inside McDo for roughly 3 hrs (?) An hour already passed yet we still haven't ordered anything. Hahaha. Kapal talaga. I love being with FF. Some of them, last June ko pa last nakita. Shit. Im now missing hs mooore! A month to go! Sembreaaaak! Woohoo!

Im feeling so lucky since yesterday. I passed the 2nd exam in Philo as well as PE's pre finals. It's a miracle I passed Philosophy! Na-mental block ako that time. First 30 mins, nakatulala lang ako. I reall didn't know what to do. I forgot how to determine whether it's valid or invalid. Haha. Oh well.. God is sooo good! :)

BUT... An hour ago, someone (or something, whatever!) totally ruined my day! Shit. Friendster I haaaate you! Ack. Now I feel so sad. I hate this. Haysh..

2006-09-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

***Uso pilay ah.. Bat kaya? Nyahahaha! :P Sumbong namin kayo dyan eh! Hala kayo. Mwahaha! JOKE! :P

Omg. Fun run is drawing nearer pero I can't see any improvement in my speed. Parang lalo pa ata kong bumagal. There are chances that I might fail in PE 1 just because of that effin' fun run! Naman kasi! Bat kailangan pa non?! Grrr! 10 rounds in our imaginary oval and you have to make it in less than 35 minutes. Shiit. Di ako umabot! 36.46 minutes! Ack ='/ Last week I made it eh. 8 rounds in less than 30 minutes. Waaa! I shouldn't have taken water. Ayun tuloy! Sumakit tummy ko and it made me run even slower. Halos di na nga rin ako makalakad eh. Siguro umabot pa ko sa time if I didn't bother to stop and end my thirst. Oh well... Pre finals na next week. 12 rounds (40 minutes)! Whew! Goodluck.

Nyhoo... DepExam na tomorrow sa Philo. I haven't seen the articles that Sir Mendoza assigned us to read. Ang tamaaad ko! Can anyone help me? Pano ko mao overcome tong katamaran ko? I finished my essay last night pero i haven't polished it yet. On Monday, we will just watch My Sassy Girl sa Comm 1. Wipee! Bait talaga ni Sir Mercurio. Ehehe :P But we are required to submit the outline of our own topic for our final paper. CHEMISTRY! Ack. Sana kasi nagtuturo sya eh! She's just using her katarayan so no one will attempt to ask her questions. Pano kasi nagre recite lang sya infront eh! Haay nako! Ang galing nya pang mang-discourage ng students. Boohoo penguin! :P

I love Sir Mangubaaaat! Yahoo! I got singko dati sa recitation eh. Hahahaha. Pero kanina he gave us another chance. Ayos! Nabawi din :P Pano kasi, when he called me dati, wala talaga kong alam non. I read about our topic siguro a week ago so limot ko na. Nyahaha. Tas may looong exam pa sa Philo that time so all of my attention was poured on Philosophy..

Waaa! Soo many things to do. Better start doing those now.

Byebye! :)

2006-09-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Tss.. I won't be able to go home (Laguna) this coming Saturday. Pesteng exam yan oh! Birthday pa naman ni Lady on Sunday and we're planning to celebrate it this Saturday. Haay.. I just hope pumayag sila na next week nalang yung celebration since I was the one who planned it :P

Niweiz, Im still here sa bahay. 11 pa pasok ko today. I am effin' lazy =/ I have to review for the DepExam in Philo but tinulugan ko lang yun kagabi. Ack! Ang aga ko na ngang natulog yet uber late pa rin akong nagising. And kung di pa ko uminom ng coffee, most prolly tulog uli ako ngayon.

I uber miss my bestfriends! Yiipee! Okay na uli kami ni EJ :P Miss you dork! Nyahaha.. How I wish umuwi na si Xtah so we can have our reunion na. Ahaha. Miss you all guys! Mwamwa!

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Whatta lucky day! Wahaha! Ang saya! :) Pero may pagsisisi pa rin. Huhu. I should have smiled at him! Sayang! Perfect moment na yon. Imagine, you're walking towards the guy you've been dreaming about. Nakatingin na sya sayo and of course, you're also looking at him. Tapos tapos! Ack! Naputol pa just because kinabahan ako at bigla akong napatungo. Waaaa! Mehn! Sayaaaang! ='/ Then after some minutes, while we were walking papunta sa RH, kinurot ako ni Kim. I didn't understand what she was trying to tell me. Nung tumingin ako dun sa guy sa may poste, shiiit! Si ano nga! He was playing the guitar that time. Sayang sayang sayang! Kelan ba mauulit yung ganong moments? I promise, next time those things will happen, I'll do it right. HAHAHAHA! :P

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2006-09-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

It's already late and I haven't started with anything yet. Ack! I hate exams. I hate assignments. I hate quizzes. I hate reaction papers! I hate school! Don't wanna go back to Manila yet :'( Miss ko na talaga Laguna. Tsk tsk! It's damn hard to study when you're awaaaay from your family. I never imagined na aabot sa gantong intensity yung pagka-miss ko sa kanila. Haaysh.. Sembreak! I need you!

I deserve a break. I don't wanna say "ayoko na" again. The more I utter those words, the more akong nahihirapan. Pota. Ako lang ba nakaka experience nito?! It seems na sobrang kulang pa rin yung effort ko. Awww.. How I wish I took high school more seriously para kahit pano sanay akong mahirapan.

A'ryt a'ryt.. Enough. *hinga hinga hinga*

I have looots of things to say sana. But I still have to do my assignments :'( Pampasira talaga school oh! Hahaha.

Gtg.. Baboosh!

2006-08-20T02:44:00.000+08:00

How's everybody? Lol. Dami dami nang nangyari. Haaay.. It's almost 3 and eto pa rin ako infront of my monitor. Parang walang assignments, reaction papers, reports and exams. ~~Ayokooo naaaa!~~

Nyhoo.. Last Aug 11-13, we went to Vigan. Ayos lang, we had FUN kahit na... So ayun nga, we rode the kalesa and ate empanada. Ahaha! And, VIDEOKE session with my blockmates. Yahoo! Ang saya :) Robert and I performed Helena. Hahahaha. Yea yea! We really did. Nag-ballet pa ko sa labas ng room. Lol.

Aug 15- walang Philo! Shyet! 2:30 pa class namin which is SocSci (only class for the day). We weren't informed right away na walang Philo so we were at school na at around 11:30. Tsk tsk! Haba sana ng sleep namin oh! So syempre, san pa ba didiretso during times like this? ROB! Paikot ikot ikot kami don. Last stop, Starbucks. Lecheng NON-FAT MILK yan! Grrrrr! Basta.. Something really growse happened kasi =/

Aug 16- exaaaam in Physics! Waaa! I rarely slept the night before kasi I was sick =/ Multiple choice yung exam, damn it! Mas mahirap pa eh! After ng exam, we went to Rob to buy food for lunch then we went straight to College of Dent coz di daw kami pupunta ng Baseco and sa CD lang daw kami magsstay. But when we got there, pabalik na sila Chellie. They were making hand gestures na hindi daw don yung NSTP. LECHE SYAAA! Aaack! You're so selfish!! Di man lang kami ininform bout it. Sobrang layo kaya ng CAS sa CD! *calm down, Lee* So ayun nga, we went back to CAS. Sa PGH kami dumaan. Aliw :) After Sir Ermita's reminders, tumambay na kami sa RH to eat out lasagna. Unforgettable pala tong day na toh. Nagsigawan kami ni Robert sa RH! Hahahaha! Well, not really sigawan but I know na medyo malakas na voice namin. I can still recall na yung girl sa other bench, bigla syang napatingin sakin when I stood up and said "LECHE!" sabay walk out. Hahaha. Sohoree.. There are things behind my pagtataray kaya ganon :)

Niweiz, I went out to see my friends kanina (yesterday :P). Shari and I met sa tapat ng dear alma mater coz she had an appointment sa dentist nya. Matagal pa naman before her turn so niyaya ko muna syang umalis. Dumaan kami sa house nila EJ. Literal na dumaan ha :P Then we went to Mcdo na. I saw Sarah with her guy so I asked kung alam nya if nasa house si bestie. Minutes after Sarah's departure, she sent me a message saying na papunta na daw si EJ with his girl sa Mcdo. Pagdating nila, Shari had to go na coz her mom called her up asking where she was na. She promised na she'll come back so I stayed with the couple. Chaperone, amp! Hahaha. Sorry guys bout kanina. Promise, next time it won't happen na :)

Masaya tong day na toh, promise. Pero parang may kulang. I dunno.. Can't explain it. All of a sudden, bigla nalang akong nalungkot. What's the matter with you Lee?! Aaaaah! This is damn haaard! If only I could spit out everything, I would probably do it. Pero ang hirap kasi! Aaaaahh! Anyone! Help meee! Im looking forward on that day when I can really sing "Kwarto" na..

2006-08-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey!

I went out with Sha and Bonnie yesterday. Weee! Ang sayaaaa! Dba friend? Ehehe. Enjoy talaga kahit na sobrang kapagod and di namin malaman san kami sasakay pauwi. Ahaha. Next time alam na naten :) Yahoo!!

Niwei, first exam sa Math tomorrow ='s La pa kong exam na napapasa. Wish me luck!

I miss my computer. I miss our home :'( Sembreaaaak! I want you!

***VIGAAAAN! Here we come!

2006-07-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

Random post na naman toh :P

Oh ayan na. Lagi n'yo kong nita-tag eh..

Instructions: Name ten (10) of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. Unlimited (Hooray!)
2. Chisimisan with friends.
3. Chocolates
4. Pizzas
5. Havaianas :)
6. Being able to see him at least twice a month. (Masaya na ko nun :P)
7. Pictorials.. Hahaha.
8. Internet
9. Soundtripping.
10. Caramel sundae

Hahaha. Parang puro pagkain ata. Walang kokontra :P

Well, niwei, we're goin to Vigan on August 11-13. Di pa stable ang weather, pero susugod pa rin kami don. Uhhmmm, yea, medyo excited ako. First bonding toh ng block. I hope walang umepal. Hahaha.

Haay.. Ayoko ng SINGKO! Puhleeez! Waaag po =/ Natatakot ako. Leche. Ang tamad tamad ko. Can anyone help me? Pano ko matututong magsipag?

Lapit na pala UPCAT. Goodluck guys. Godbless :)

2006-07-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

I like him! I like him!

Sino?

Secret :P

2006-07-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

Eh kamusta naman to? Nakakaiyak naman. Haha. She doodled it. Salamat mahaaaal! Sunday ha :) Mwah mwah!

2006-07-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

HOY! Oh ano? Haha. Isang malalim na "haaaaayyy.." First quiz sa Math, sumemplang agad ako. Oo na. Stupid na ko. Haha. Eh yun talaga kasi yung mahirap sakin. Pag nare-review ako, nakukuha ko yung right answers, etc. But during the exam itself, haaaay nako, bigla kong nakakalimutan lahat ng pinag-aralan ko. And pag nataranta ko, nako! Yari na. Bagsak na talaga ko =/ Gaaawd. May pag-asa pa ba ko? Greatest fear ko na ata is yung maka-singko sa mga subjects ko. I dunno. Paranoid na talaga ko :'(

After ng isang nakakabigong pangyayari, it's time to purtee na. Haha. Baduy, amp. We had an acquaintance party last Friday. **Check out my multiply :P So ayun, okay naman. Nag-perform kami. HAHA! Nakakatunaw ng dignidad, pota! Uhhm, okay lang. At least di gaya nung iba na anoooo :-" Hahahahaha :P

Hmmm.. Sumasakit pa rin katawan ko :'( BUT, I still love PE! Woohoo! Ultimate pampapayat! Yahoo!

Isang ka-random-an na entry to. Ehehe. Sohoree. Di lang talaga ko makakapag-update just like how I used to. Toxic na sa school eh. (Naks. Haha. Nakiki-toxic naaa..)

Mahal n'yo ko dba? Please do pray for me. Nawa'y maipasa ko ang mga subjects ko.. Haha.

GUYS!
Friendly friends miss ko na kayo =/ Sobraaaa.. Laab yah all. Mwah mwah!

2006-06-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

KIRSTY!!! Maligayang kaarawan mahal ko :)

Megamall ba? Ahehe. Basta txt ka nalang my "long lost love" :D

Hahahaha! Ang baduuuy.

Happy Burdae BULUL! Haha.

Miss yah. Ingat ka tatay :D Luvshu...

2006-06-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th Burdae CAMZIELOG :D

Miss yah soo much! Mwah mwah :* Punta tayong Broadway :D Wahehe..

I'll call you up on Monday. Mwah :*

2006-06-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

Burdae ni KAPATID.. Woohoo! 14 na s'ya! Ehehe.. Laaab yah 'tol. Mwah mwah.. Next week nalang yung promise ko ha. Mwaaah.. *YUCK. Ang jolog ha. Hehe..

2006-06-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

Humihinga pa ko, awa ng Diyos.

2006-06-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

IM BAAACK!

College life... Haay jusko! I survived the first week. Well, let's see kung hanggang san ang kaya ko. Hehe :) Uhm, up to now, I really don't know what to expect. We haven't met the other profs. Wish ko lang wala namang terror coz ayoko talaga ng terror =/ Hehe :P Nako. Busy na naman lahat ng tao. Im lookin forward sa sembreak. Haha! Vacation agad eh noh? I miss my friends :'( Shit.

Okay naman yung first week. Napapagod lang talaga coz pabalik balik kami. Hehe. BIG thanks to our FBC's :) Ate Andy and Kuya Aaron! If it weren't for these guys, nako, di kami magsu-survive. Haha.

Uhm, maybe di na rin ako makakapag-update regularly. Like, who cares?! Haha.

Basta as of now, Im still learning to be independent. Konting practice pa :) Ehehe.

2006-06-11T10:52:00.000+08:00

Gaaaawd. Ali, you're so HOT.

2006-06-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

Sensya na dun sa last post ko ha. Ugh. Something's bothering me talaga :'(

Btw, alis na ko on Sunday. Haay. Ayoko pa talagang pumasok eh. Gaaawd. Ayokong umaliiiiis =/ Haha. Ang feeling. As if sa ibang continent ako pupunta eh noh?

KIRSTYY!!! Baliw ka. Haha. Nahawa ko sa'yo. Ang drama drama muh kasi kagabi eh, yan tuloy! Pfft!

2006-06-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

Ilan lang ang mga ito sa mga kamalditahan, kabaduyan, kababuyan ko habang ako'y bata pa... Nabasa ito ng aking ina kanina. Nabuking n'ya tuloy ang iba kong mga lihim.

Nung bata pa ako...

Mahilig akong mgpabili ng headband na puro perlas sa SM.

Paborito kong kanta yung "Di na ko aasa pang muli... Kung ikaw ay babalik, saka na lamang ngingiti..." ng Introvoyz (tama ba?). May kahalong sayaw pa yun. Sayang at di ko mapapakita dito =/

Inuto ko ang kaklase ko na pinsan ko si Dingdong Dantes. Naniwal s'ya pagkat di pa ganung ka-sikat si Dingdong nun. Nagpakita pa ko ng mga larawan nung isa kong pinsan na may hawig kay Dingdong upang lalo ko s'yang mapapaniwala :D

Tuwing hapon pagkatapos ng aming klase ay bumibili ako ng mga litrato ng mga artista sa tindahan sa tapat ng paaralan. Limang piso ang isa nun.

Naadik din ako sa manikang paper dati. Naaalala ko pa, ipinangbili ko ng manikang papel ang isang linggo kong baon.

Bumibili sakin ng papel ang mga kamag-aral ko dati. Pati ang mga koleksyon kong sticker ay pinakyaw nila. Ewan, di ko naman pinagtitinda yun. Basta nalang nila binili. Masamang tumanggi sa grasya :D

Mahilig akong maglaro ng ten twenty.

Nakasanayan ko rin ang pagsusulat sa dingding. Isang araw nga ay sinulat ko sa pader ng aming kwarto ang mga pangalan ng mga kaaway ko. Umabot yun ng limampu. Nawindang si inay nang makita n'ya yun.

Kinagat ko ang kaklase ko. Akala nila inay ay isa lang ang nabiktima ko. Sa totoo lang, 2 sila.

Sinugod ako nung nanay nung isa kong kinagat. Wika n'ya, "Bakit muh kinagat ang anak ko?!" Sinagot ko s'ya ng "Si Nerissa po sinusuntok anak n'yo." Hindi na ako nag-iisa :D

Hinataw ko ang repeater naming kaklase nung headband kong puno ng perlas. Sa lakas ng pwersa ko, nabali yung headband ko at nagsabog ang mga pekeng perlas. Umiyak ako hindi dahil nasira ang headband ko kundi para s'ya ang mapagalitan :D Mabisa naman ang naisip kong ideya.

Isa sa mga paborito ko ay si Rachel Alejandro. Marahil ay natatanaw ko na kasi noon na balang araw ay magiging ate ko s'ya. Dba Ali sweetie?

Ako ang black ranger sa aming magpipinsan.

Naipit ang paa ko sa likod na gulong ng aming bisikleta. Nakaangkas kasi ako nun.

Paborito kong porma ang maong na bestida at sasamahan ko pa ito ng boots na yari sa balat ng hayop.

Laging itinatanim ng aking pinsan sa isipan ko na ako raw ay isang lalaki. Ang Vilee raw ay pangalang pang-lalaki.

Sinasabunutan ko ang aking kapatid kapag kami'y nag-aaway. Ngunit isang beses ay kinagat ko s'ya sa tenga pagkat kalbo s'ya ng mga panahong yun :D

Nadulas ako sa palaruan ng aming paaralan. Nag-iwan ang pangyayaring ito ng sugat sa aking tuhod. Sinabi ko sa mga kamag-aral kong hindi ko kayang maglakad kung kaya't sinunod nila ang lahat ng utos ko nung araw na yun :D

Napai*i ako sa aking salawal habang kami ay nakanta ng Lupang Hinirang. Sabi kasi ng aking guro ay bawal gumalaw habang kami'y naawit nito. Sinunod ko lang s'ya.

Pinapasayaw kaming magpipinsan tuwing family reunion. Ayaw man namin ay mapipilitan na rin kami pagkat may kapalit na salapi ang kahihiyang yun :D

Sapilitang ipinapasuot sa akin ng aking ina ang mga mahahalay na damit. Yung tipong labas ang likod, atbp. Ayoko. Lalaki nga ako dba?

Bakit ko ito binunyag ngayon? Kasi bored ako. At nagbago na rin ako :D Di ko na paborito si Rachel Alejandro pero mananatili pa rin akong ALEJANDRO :D

Don't worry Lejano, mahal pa rin kita :P

Oo na. Nalusaw na yung konting dignidad ko.

~~Pota. Fuck. Shit. Taena. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Something's bothering me lang. Sensya na. San ko pa nga ba bubuhos toh? Ehd sa sariling blog ko na. Sensya na talaga. Oo. Baaaad talaga ko.~~

2006-06-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

PICTURES!!!

>>>HERE<<<

Sensya na. Mawi-windang kayo sa mga litrato. We enjoyed our 666. Haha. Isn't it obvious?! Lol.

JAJA, SHARI and BETHA! Thaaaaanks. Sobra. If it weren't for you guys, di mangyayari toh. Hahaha. Shyet. Salamat. You made me happy :) Hahahaha. Ang drama. Punta tayong Rob... HAHAHAHAHA :P I laaaab you...

2006-06-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ayaw akong tantanan ng mga nangta-tag. Lol. Fine fine :P

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites anouncing that theyve been tagged.
4. If tagged a second time, theres no need to post again.

The thief must be/have..

1. braces :)
2. a good singer
3. faith on God
4. respect for women
5. a great great great guitarist. hehe.
6. nice eyes
7. humorous
8. shweet :P

You've been tagged: xtah, shari, jaja, kirsty, mimi, maelou, dootzey, maricon
Paulit-ulit lang :P

******

Know what? My 666 went out really fine. Haha. I had fun with my 4 girlfriends.

We went to our old school to pick up Shari's yearbook. Then went back to McDo to have lunch :) Naglakad ng naglakad hanggang mapadpad kami kila EJ. Aww. I miss you dear :'( Tambay ng konti sa house nila then went straight to Caranzky coz Jaja bought a blank CD. Stop over sa house namin coz I burned some pictures for Jaja and went to Sunstar na and I met the man of my dreams. HAHAHA :P Baduy baduy. Nag-KTV kami :) 17 songs pare. Haha. I sang HANDS DOWN. Wooh! Ayus talaga.

Shit. Tinatamad akong mag-upload ng pics =/ 100+ yun. Haha.

Babooo :P

2006-06-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

Now playing: Masilungan by Sandwich.

So what? Haha.

Im still missing high school. I miss Gabaldon Building =/ I miss our tambayan. I miss the canteen. I miss EJ. I miss our teacher (plastic! haha :P).

Niweiz,

Happy Burdae MOMMY Shaa. Laab you!

2006-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

Byebye BOOTS. Dora doesn't need you anymore. Dora doesn't need a stupid monkey like you. Say goodbye ugly monkey for Dora has found a better pal than you.

2006-06-03T14:22:00.000+08:00

Im not okay. Just leave me alone.

2006-06-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hm... Panu ko ba sisimulan yung mga nangyari yesterday? Haha. Basta, ang SAYA SAYA ko. Yehey. Thanks talaga guys. Nag-enjoy ako sa last gimik natin this summer :) Kahit 6 lang tayo, I really had fun... Toh na rin ata yung funniest of all our outings. Haha.

So ayun nga. Supposedly, 9 AM magkikita-kita sa McDo (san pa baaa? :P) Pero I texted Pau, Micho and Darrell na 9:30 nalang sila pumunta dun coz medyo maaga pa. Ang totoo kasi, di pa ko nakakapaligo nung mga time na yun. Haha. Glenn called me up at around 8:30. Kakagising pa lang daw n'ya. Halata nga. Sobra. Hahaha. Tapos he asked me kung sinu-sino kami. I told him na hindi makakasama si Jaja coz her uda passed away (condolence siis). Si Bethany naman, she didn't receive my messages na tuloy kami. at around 10, Shari texted me kung asan na daw ako. I told her na nasa house pa rin ako. We decided na sa school nalang magkita coz she wanted to get her yearbook sana and pupuntahan rin kasi namin si EJ sa house nila. Unfortunately, we didn't find our 4th year teacher so sinamahan nya nalang ako magpa-autoload :) I kept calling EJ pero ayaw n'yang sagutin! Plus, in-off pa n'ya yung phone n'ya. Bastusing bata. Hahaha :P So pumunta nalang kami sa house nila. 30 minutes ata kami sa labas. Hahaha. Kasi naman, yung aso yung laging sumasalubong samin pag tumatawag kami. Tas eto pa, tawa kami ng tawa ni Shari. Tumakbo kasi kami nung narinig namin yung aso nila. Yun pala, sumisigaw na yung mga tricycle drivers ng "Masasagi kayo ng Elf!". Hehe. Nagulat kami dun. Muntiiiik na. Haha :P Dun nalang kami sa other side ng street nag-stay ni Shari. Then *drum rolls* may bumaba sa tricycle, ate ni EJ!!! Yehey. Hinabol namin s'ya and asked her kung nasan si EJ. Haha. Yess. Sa wakas :) Tagal tagal naming nag-intay. Natutulog pa daw kasi s'ya. Haay nako. Tagal pa bago namin napilit na sumama. He didn't bring extra clothes coz as usual, di s'ya mags-swimming. Okay na rin lang, at least kasama s'ya :) We kept calling Pau sa cell n'ya but naka-off eh. Sabi kasi ni Micho na wala daw si Pau sa McDo. Glenn also told us na di na raw s'ya sasama coz nakatulog uli s'ya. HMPF! EWAN! Pinuntahan namin si Pau sa kanila but WALA na daw s'ya dun sabi ng HOTTIE n'yang brother. Hahaha. While we were talking to Kevin (Pau's brother), Sha was whispering, "Ang cute talaga." Hahaha. Then we went straight to McDo na coz nakakaawa na si Micho dun. Hehehe. Punta kaming binalot to buy foods for lunch. (Nakaka-miss...) Tinatawagan ko si Darrell to ask him kung asan na s'ya pero ayaw naman n'yang sagutin. (Kaw talaga!) Sumakay na kami ng jeep then sabi nila text ko nalang daw si Darrell na sumunod nalang s'ya. When we got there, sa Montreal Resort, syempre,walang tigil na pagtawad sa cottage and entrance. Hahahaha. Saya... Minutes passed, I got a message from Darrell na andun na daw s'ya sa labas ng resort. Yehey. I fetched him sa gate :) Wooo. I missed him. Tagal ko din s'yang di nakita panu kasi he didn't show up nung ni-release yung yearbook.

Nung pauwi na kami, grabe yung nilakad namin. Kasi naman eh. Haha. Adventuuure. Hehehe. Almost 20 minutes ata kaming naglakad. Whew. Sumakit talaga legs ko. Wala lang. Trip trip lang maglakad. Wala kasing thrill pag nag-tricycle eh. Haha.

DARRELL!! Sorry ha. Hehe. Dati binato kita ng isang tipak na yelo. Kahapon naman, natamaan ka nung tansan sa mata. Sorry bulul =/ Sorry sorry. Hehe. Mwaah...

All in all, masaya talaga :) Bonding to the maaax. I laab you guys. Salamat Darrell and EJ. Basta, lam n'yo na yun. I had fun talaga kahit pinaiyak n'yo kong dalawa. Oh well, teary eyed palang naman ako. Haha. Thanks. Laab you :*

***I wasn't able to take many pictures kasi pinapaiyak nga ko nung dalawa kaya ayun. Kasi eh. Hmpf! Haha.

2006-06-01T07:04:00.000+08:00

Byebye MAY!

Boohoo JUNE!

Ayoko. Ayoko. Ayoko. Pleaaase. My summer is soo bitin. Ayoko pang pumasok. Not yet ready to hold my pen and face the effing test papers again. Huhu. Im feeling so sad ngayon. Toh na talaga. Hiwa-hiwalay na talaga kami. Haay. Sobrang nakakapanibago. Di ko na masusuot yung greeeen uniform with matching necktie pa yun ha. Byebye blackshoes na rin =/ I'll miss my red bag. (Yeah yeah. Red ang bag ko tapos green uniform. Haha. Paskoo :P) Highschool days are happy days together. Graduation song namin yan. Haha. Alala ko pa dati, pinakanta kami ni Sir Valero sa stage. Naka-mic pa ha. As in isa-isa. Graaabe. Nanginginig ako nun. Then I volunteered na kasi yoko namang maging last. Even before I started, pinalakpakan na ko nila Vhictor (bro ko), EJ and Carl. Hahaha. May fans ako. Napatingin nga dun yung mga classmates ko. Hahaha. Pero infairness, it helped a LOT. Gumaan yung pakiramdam ko while singing. Pakaway-kaway pa ko nun sa kanila. Hahaha. Mini concert, ampu. Hahaha. Ang sayaaa. Bilis talaga ng panahon. Tas ngayon, eto, lapit na mag-start college life namin. Dati tatamarin akong gumising sa umaga, pero pag naisip ko yung one day of chismisan and tawanan na mami-miss ko, syempre, papasok na rin ako. Tama si Sha, di ko ma-imagine mag-lunch sa ibang place. I miss MAXIMA and McDo. Yung matang-baka, nami-miss ko na. Hahahaha.

Yesssh. After naming hindi matuloy kila Jaja last Sunday, SWIMMING tomorrow!!! Yehey. Im excited :) Woohoo!! Pero as usual, hindi kami kumpleto. (What's new? Haha.) Okay lang yun. Basta we're going to live our last outing to the fullest. Yebah baby. Haha. Tomorrow's gonna be an early celebration for Shari's burdae. I laab you MOMMY SHA! Mwah mwah :* She'll turn 17 on June 5. Hahaha. Gurang ka na :P

2006-05-29T07:58:00.000+08:00

Haay. Wala. Im pissed off ;'( Kasi naman, we were supposed to watch the sagala kila Jaja coz she's gonna be the Reyna. Shyet. Ayan, di na naman natuloy. Haay. I've been wanting to see EVERYONE =/ Nami-miss ko na talaga sila and it just saddens me na I only have 2 weeks before college life starts. Delubyo. ACK. Eh nakakalungkot lang talaga. I even cried kanina coz di ko na talaga ma-explain how I was feeling. Sensya na. Ma-drama lang talaga ko. Poot. Haha. Oh well, wala na rin akong magagawa. I guess by this time, patapos na yung sagala. Shyet shyet shyet ;'(

My mom told me kanina na sabi daw ni daddy (haha. malabo ba?) ihahatid na nila ko sa Manila on June 10. Waaaa. Ayooooko ;'( Mami-miss ko ang bahay na toh...

Kanina I sent my friends an SMS :) Basta it sounded like this.

"Magkita-kits naman tayo sa burdae ni Shaa... Ang magsabing "di ako pede" masasawi..."

Dannah replied, di daw sya pede. Hahaha. Here's what I told her.

"Pak! Gya! Huah! Patay ka na. Dedbol."

Hahaha. Wala lang. Napatawa ko sarili ko after I sent her that message. Toinks. Hahaha. After that, I sent the whole group an effing message.

"Nasawi na si Dannah. Sinong gustong sumunod? Hmm. Si Anna, wala nang pag-aalinlangan. Dead on arrival na yan..."

Hahaha. SORRY ANNA :P Mahal naman kita eh. Hahaha. Soo yun lang po. Txt txt txt lang ako the whoole day. Haha.

***CLARICE!!! 28 today. Haha.

2006-05-26T07:26:00.000+08:00

I cleaned my room kanina :) Hooray. Marunong nang maglinis si Dora. Haha. Wala lang. I threw away yung mga old notebooks. As in old talaga ha. Napansin ko na I've been keeping those stuffs since I was in Grade Six. Haha. It's time na para pakawalan ang mga 'yon. Ehe. Then yung ibang projects, notebooks, test papers ko ngayong HS nakita ko rin. Nakakaiyak lang. Kasi it means na HS is over na talaga. And nung pinamigay na ni mommy yung uniforms ko, parang, haay, wala lang. Naisip ko din na I'll SOON be leaving my hometown na rin ;'( I mean, syempre, iba pa rin yung everyday kang nasa own house muh. Haay. Ang bilis talaga ng araw at ng buwan. Ehe. Di pa rin talaga ko ready for College =( Haay...

2006-05-25T09:23:00.000+08:00

Check my multiply :)

quinsze

2006-05-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

I wasn't able to write pala kagabi nung dumating si *toot* sa bahay nila Betha. Wahahaha. Si *toot* ay ang dating bhe ni Betha. Hahaha. Pero hindi naging sila. Oh laban ka? Basta. May espesyal silang pagkakaibigan DATI. At kung anuman daw ang nagawa ni *toot* kay Betha, napatawad na daw n'yo toh kaya patawarin na rin daw namin. Okay. Sabi n'ya eh :) Mababait naman kami. Ayun nga. Nagtxt na si *toot* kay Betha na andun na daw s'ya. Sabi pa n'ya lumabas na daw ng house si Betha. So lahat naman kami eh nagkagulo. Andun kami sa gate. Nakasilip :) I asked Ivy kung sang direction daw galing. She pointed dun sa may left side. Taguan na!! Maya-maya nakita ko na ang lalaking naka-pink na polo shirt :) AYUN!!! He didn't know na nakasilip kaming lahat sa gate. Pagtapat n'ya sa may gate, *tadaaaan!* binuksan ko ang gate at sabay-sabay kaming nag-HI sa kanya. HAHAHAHA. Nagulat talaga s'ya. Halatang-halata sa reaction n'ya. Basta. Imagine-nin n'yo nalang. Hahahahaha. Ayus. Ayaw n'ya pang pumasok sa house nila Betha. Pinilit ko lang s'ya with matching tulak tulak ng konti. Ahihi :) Si Jaja nakahawak sa arms n'ya so wala s'yang kawala. Ayaw din n'yang kumain. Aba. At anu pa nga bang ipinunta n'ya dun kung di rin s'ya kakain? Pinagpapawisan s'ya. SOBRA. Tinanong ko nga s'ya kung bakit tumatagaktak ang pawis n'ya. Pero deadma, di n'ya ko pinansin. HAHAHAHA. Pinaglagay namin s'ya nila Jaja ng foods sa plate n'ya. Hehe. Basta. Naalala ko lang kasi nung binuksan ko yung gate eh. Ahihihi.

2006-05-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY JETDEI BETHA!

We went to Siniloan kanina kasi nga birthday ni Betha. Grabe. Enjoy. Wooh! I love spending time with time. Actually, di kami kumpleto. Lagi naman eh. Hahaha. Pero masaya talaga. Kagulo kami sa tahanan nila Betha. Hayup. Para silang nasa Klownz. Hahahaha. Ang daming mga jokes ni Shari. Pero puro corny lahat (as always...) Hahahaha. Basta. Masaya kami. Haha.

Tas may mga veggies dun sa may table.

Jaja: Tingnan muh oh. Ang galing. Yung parang sa school. Ano nga yun?
Vilee: Alin??
Jaja: Yung araw ng mga gulay...
Vilee and Pau: *nakatunganga*
Jaja: Ah! Pang-NUTRITION DAY toh.

Biglang sumingit si Shari.

Shari: Teka. Hindi yan gulay.

Wahahaha. Nutrition Day. Araw ng mga gulay. Hahahaha. Nanlambot talaga kami dun. Tas si Pau napaiyak pa. Swear. Kung kayo kasi yung andun matatawa talaga kayo sa mga ginagawa namin. Tawa tawa tawa. Pinakita pa namin sa iba yung Powerpuff Girls nung isang section. Hahahaha. Ang saya. Talagang mami-miss ko yung mga gantong panti-trip namin :(

Dapat nga mag-sleep over pa kami. Hahahaha. Kaso di na pinayagan si Sha. Sa 28 nalang coz magre-reyna si Jaja sa sagala. Yehey! Taga-ilaw kami. Hahahaha. Ang saya nun. Yahoo! Excited na talaga ko :D

2006-05-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

Oh yess. I laab DORA talaga. Alala ko tuloy when we were 3rd year. Hahaha. Namputcha, nagpe-perform ako infront of my classmates. Yung "backpack, backpack..." Hahaha.

Bethany's burdae tomorrow. Yipee! Siniloan, here we come! Hahaha :P Im so excited to be with my pesky friends again. Hahaha. I laaab them. Yehey. Reunion na naman. Well, i don't have much to say. Still wanting to watch Da Vinci Code. Sabi nga ng cuz ko gusto din daw n'ya. Niyaya pa ko. Haha. She doesn't know na it's R18. She's 19 na kasi, pede s'ya ;'( Eh putcha. Who would wanna believe me na Im already 18? No, Im not saying na I look young. Eh kasi, ang liit liit ko. Swear. Hahaha :P Pero gusto ko pa rin talaga. Hmm... I'd love to see it with friends. Ayus yun pag nakatakas kaming lahat. Kaso they don't wanna watch it naman. Haha. Maghahanap ako ng gustong manuod ng DVC. Haha.

2006-05-22T06:43:00.000+08:00

Ang galing. Palakpak. Nag-escort sa sagala yung kapatid ko. Ayus. Kami napagod. "Bili ka ng coke, dali!" "Ah. Baket yang chocolate pa binili muh? Magkakalat lang yan." Haay naku. Naging photographer at alalay ako kanina. Actually, 3 kami eh. Haven't uploaded the pics yet, next time nalang. Kita muh naman oh, 3:30 AM na. Haha. YEAH!

Langya. Nakakapagod talaga. Deins ako nagbibiro. Teka teka. May nakita kong cute sa prendsturr. Oh my. Panung gagawin ko? Panu ba magpa-cute over the net? Yung tipong, "Hi. Sup? I found your page somewhere." HAHAHA. Tangna. Ang baduy. Hahaha. Yuck talaga.

Wait. Nakita nyo ba ang batang toh? Paslangin n'yo na agad. HAHAHA :P Shyet. Ayaw n'ya pa rin akong patawarin. Haay jusko. Naagnas na ko kakahingi ng sorry. Haay ;'( Nami-miss na talaga kita. PLEAAAASE naman... Mahal na mahal kita. Ahuhu. Sorry na ;'( [PAHABOL: Punahin ang kanyang buhok. Oo. Ganyan talaga ang kabataan ngayon.]

Teka. Yari na naman ako pag nabasa n'ya toh. Yikes.

Umeepal na naman ako. Haay. Bat ganun? Now I realize bakit walang dumadalaw sa blog ko ;'(

2006-05-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

I'll make a decent layout next time. Hahaha. Tinatamad na ko. Ganto nalang muna for now :P

2006-05-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

I really really wanna watch da bintsi kud. Sobra :( Can I just sneak in into the movie house and pretend to be 18 years old? Hahaha! Actually, I've already tried that. No, hindi yung sa movie house but to pretend to be 18 years old. Hahaha :P Bobitz nila. Di nila nahalata. I was only 15 that time. Haha. Ayus. Lusot :P

2006-05-19T09:59:00.000+08:00

Im pissed off. Damn YOU! YOU always make us feel stupid. So, you don't even consider us as your CAMPUS JOURNALISTS then? Ganun pala yun. No wonder why your ex-EIC hates you. Magsama kayo ng paborito mong staffer. You're no good at all, pareho kayo! Para bang wala kaming nagawa for your stupid school paper. Tss. Thank God, we're out of your hands now. We're already free from your effing errands. Tss. Bahala ka sa buhay muh. My little respect for you has already faded. Mabuhay ka. Nawa'y may gumalang pa sa'yo.

A'ryt. I feel good now. Haha :P Something just made me smile :) Yey. Im seeing some hope now. I LOVE YOU EJ! Mwaah :*

WARNING: not so LONG post :P

D'you believe in signs? I do. Haha.
Minsan it's more confusing pag humingi ka ng sign. Minsan naman, I just loove asking for signs. Hahaha :P

Yesterday was a blast. Early reunion. Yehey. We were supposed to get our yearbooks kaso di na namin naantay. Yearbooks were delivered at around 5 PM daw. Eh we (Aira and I) got home at around 4:30. SAYANG. Pero my mom picked it up kanina sa school so okay na rin. I missed my friends. How I wish we could all take up same courses and never be parted from each other. BUT, we all have to move forward. And ang paghihiwalay is a part of it. Sa tindi ng bond namin ngayon, I just hope walang limutan. Mahal ko kayo mga tol :*

Moving on with what happened yesterday, 9 AM ang usapan. Hahaha :P As usual... Walang susunod sa time na yun. Haha! When I checked my phone, it was already 8:59 AM. Yay. The first words that came out of my mouth that day were "OH MY GOD! AALIS AKO!" Hahaha. So nagmadali nalang ako. When i reached school, I went straight to Room 19 (our homeroom). Andun yung ibang Pytha (PYTHAGORAS is our section, btw) but Aira and Paulo weren't there. I texted Aira na nasa Room 19 na ko. So ayun, unti-unting nagdatingan mga friends ko. Yey. We're reunited. Bazooka! Kagulo na naman, as usual. Tawa dito, tawa don. So many kwentos for each other. Then I received a text from Ivan (using Japheth's number) bout the pictures. Eh I haven't prepared it so sinabi ko sa kanya. Niyaya ko na si Aira sa Kodak to have the pictures printed. Pagdating namin dun, may nauna na samin. GAWD. Ang dami nilang pina-print so we waited there for like almost an hour. Eh nagtext na sila Betha na they're in McDo na so I texted Ivan na after lunch nalang. We had lunch sa McDo. Haay, kakamiss =/ It's like our second home na. I miss our McDo days. Aww. After eating, umalis na si Betha coz she had something to attend pa. May outreach ata sila for their GAWAD. Then sila Jaja, Pau and Sha went online. Di na ko sumama coz I hadn't finished my float pa. Then Micho came in. He sat with us. So there were only the four of us. Dannah, Aira, Micho and ako. Umalis bigla si Micho kaya we went to the CR na para mag-ayos ng hair, etc. Haha :P Ang babaho na namin coz lakad talaga kami ng lakad. We stayed too long inside the CR. Paglabas namin, I saw Micho. He asked us kung san daw kami nagpunta. Sabi ko sya tong biglang nawala. Yun pala, di pa s'ya tapos kumain. He just ordered an extra rice. HAHAHA. Pagbalik daw nya sa table namin, it was already cleaned. Haha. So sayang yung extra rice nya. Haha! Lakad kami ng lakad nila Dannah. Wala kaming mapuntahan. We even went to Netopia to check if Jah, Pau and Sha were there. Pero closed pala yung Netopia so di namin malaman asan sila. Plus, they didn't reply pa to our texts. On the way back to school, nakasalubong namin si EJ. Aww. Di kami nagpansinan and it made me sick =/ Nakakapanibago. Haay. So ayun nga. Tambay tambay sa school. Sinamahan namin si Dannah na i-enroll yung cousin nya. After that, tumambay nalang kami sa may riser. Then I handed Ivan na the feekchurs. At around 2:45, nagyaya na silang umuwi. Pero Aira and I decided to stay longer pa. Inintay pa namin yung yearbook. Out of our kahibangan, naisipan namin to ask a sign from God whether makikipag-reconcile ako with my guy bestfriend or not. Una sabi nya pag daw may nakita kaming bungal. Haha. Sabi ko yung seryoso. Kaya we ended up with a yellow bag as a sign. It's kinda impossible coz wala namang masyadong tao sa school that day. We didn't go looking for it na rin coz syempre dapat yung bigla nalang susulpot. Ehehe :P We sat in a corner and we took some pics. Laughtrip kaming dalawa. Nagrereminisce. Haha. Ang saya. I'll miss our moments together :'( Tapos we decided to go home na. Naglalakad kami papuntang sakayan, tawa kami ng tawa. Haha. We're both crazy. Ganun talaga. It's a factor why we get to bond with each other really well. Then we passed by this small wine shop. Nagulat ako kay Aira. She shouted, "VILEE!" I was shocked. She pointed into this wine shop. I was like, "OH MY GOD! Whoa." Guess what? The sign we were waiting for, it was there, the yellow bag. Take note, there were two bags. Hahaha. More than what we asked for. Galing! I don't know if it's coincidence but I think it's not. Kinilabutan ako. Yay. Kagulat kasi eh. First time it happened that saktong-sakto yung sign na hiningi ko. Ang saya. Nung nandun na kami sa may sakayan, a crazy idea entered our minds. "Tambay muna tayo sa McDo. Nuh bang time na?" Hahaha. It was 3:30 and sabi namin tambay lang kami for like 30 minutes. Ayus. Enjoy. Andun kami sa dulong table. Haha. We shared a coke float. As in isa lang talaga yung in-order namin. Ang suweeet. Naglolokohan kami. Baka kasi some people misinterpreted our sweetness at akalaing tomboy ang isa samin. Hahaha. I told her sya yung tomboy coz I was wearing a mini skirt. Hahaha. After she ate all the ice (hahaha) umuwi na rin kami. Ehehe.

When I got home, I received a heart warming text from my MAHAL (Aira).

"Mahal! Ang saya ko kanina. Salamat! Mwaah!"

Aww. I'll miss her. I'll miss sharing foods with her. Ehehe. Mahal na mahal kita :*

*****

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

my dear friend ANNA MENDOZA :P

I hope wala akong nakalimutang i-kwento. Ahaha :)

2006-05-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

I've already seen CHARLES' latest tvc. Grabe. It's more asteeg nga than 1st day funk. Hahaha. I didn't expect it to be aired so soon kaya sobrang gulat ko talaga kanina. I was like, "Waa! Mommy! Dali! Look! Waa! Grabe!" Hahaha. I looked styupeed kanina. I couldn't really control myself. Hahaha. A'ryt. Enough Lee. Tama na.

Niwei, I'll be going back to my dear high school tomorrow. Im so excited to see everyone. Yey! Reunion ah. Haha :P Epal talaga. Pero oo nga, excited ako. SOBRA. Hahaha. If something good happens tomorrow, magke-kwento ko for my 4 readers. Pero pag wala, sige, I'll still share it to you. Haha.

Teka. Bakit parang ang laki ng font dito sa komfyuter ko? Sakin lang ba to? Ang sagwa. Kadiri. Haha :P Siguro napapagod na tong PC namin. Maghapon syang gumagana. Walang pahingi. Daig na nya si Curacha. Haha. Ako lang ang natatawa. Sorry :P

A'ryt. Tomorrow nalang coz la naman akong maisip na pede kong isulat. Or let's say ayoko lang ikwento ang mga nangyari these past few days. Haha. Basta. Gulo ko. Haha :P

2006-05-15T02:21:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey! Happy Mother's Day! Yey.

Shyet. My bestfriend says im anorexic. And i say "NO!" Natatakot ako with what I read. Waa. Basta, im not an anorexic. Kumakain naman ako eh, pero minsan lang. I usually skip lunch ngayon. Eh hindi naman talaga ko gutom every lunch time eh. Waa. Ewan.. Basta im not.

People with anorexia are obsessed with being thin.

Anorexia isn't just a problem with food or weight. It's an attempt to use food and weight to deal with emotional problems.

People with anorexia may believe they would be happier and more successful if they were thin. They want everything in their lives to be perfect. (exactly!)

People with anorexia are often in a bad mood. They have a hard time concentrating and are always thinking about food. (ahuh..)

It is not true that anorexics are never hungry. Actually, they are always hungry. (yeah!)

Warning signs of anorexia

-Deliberate self-starvation with weight loss
-Fear of gaining weight
-Refusal to eat
-Denial of hunger
-Constant exercising
-Greater amounts of hair on the body or the face (yuck. di naman ako ganyan.)
-Sensitivity to cold temperatures
-Absent or irregular periods
-Loss of scalp hair (waa! hindi naman!)
-A self-perception of being fat when the person is really too thin (eh im fat naman talaga diba?)

Yay. Katakot =s

2006-05-14T08:26:00.000+08:00

Shyet. I miss you. Sobra. I know you won't be able to read this pero I just wanna spit out what I really feel. Sorry talaga. I feel bad. Yokong lumala tong fight natin. I miss you. I love you soo much. You're one of my bestest friends. You're one of the few persons na di ko kayang tiisin. Sorry if I caused you this pain. Pero nasaktan din talaga ko sa mga ginawa mo. Di ko na alam kung ano pang pede kong sabihin or gawin. SORRY. I just hope maayos talaga natin toh. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH my dear friend. Words aren't enough. I just hope that you somehow feel naman na you are fully appreciated. I love you. Please, let's fix this mess. Please...

2006-05-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

Aww. Lakas ng ulan. Im wearing a pajama. Hahaha. Nakakatuwa. Color PINK. Yihee ;)

Fiesta tomorrow. Eh ang lakas ng ulan. Signal #1 daw dito sa Laguna. Waa.. Siguradong madumi yung mga tsinelas/sapatos ng mga pyestaheros. (Hahaha..) Maglalagay ako ng sign sa pinto namin...

"No foot rugs, no entry."

Hahaha. Wala lang. Umeepal lang. Haay. Di ko pa rin tapos ang misyon ko. Sorry bhez sa abala ;( Aww. Panu ko kaya matatapos yun? Huhu. Hopeless na ;(

BTW, It's Dannah's day tomorrow! Yey!

Happy happy burdae DANNAH! We miss you soo much!

Oops. Actually, mamaya na yun eh. Hahaha.

2006-05-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

How will you recognize happiness
if you haven't faced sadness?

Hahaha. *poot* Lah lang ;p

2006-05-11T11:23:00.000+08:00

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Masyado akong natangay ng aking emosyon nung nakita ko yung pic ni ACE DEL MUNDO sa blog ni Bianca. Naalala ko tuloy na mahal ko pa pala si Ace. Pero sa ngayon, may dalawang tao na kasing nagmamay-ari ng puso ko. Si LEJANO at si ALENJANDRO. I guess I'll try to stick with them muna ;) Pero sige. I'll list down the names of my uhm, other hubbies. Haha. Increasing intensity. Hahaha. Intensity!

Buwi of Parokya

Jay Durias (southborder) Hahaha. Laugh.

Chito Miranda

Ely Buendia (Mehn! Who doesn't, di bah?)

Mcoy Fundales of OnL (Paki muh bah?! Eh i LOVE his voice kaya! Ehehe ;p)

Miro of STONEFREE (Shyet. Kantahan nya lang ako ng IKOT, ayus na, busog na ko. Hahaha!)

Ace del Mundo (Oh dibah?)

Tapos tapos... Yung vocalist ng PTN... Hahahaha!!! Wag nah ui! Ehehe.

Nakakainis.. Ang dami-dami nila. Di ko na maalala ngayon. Hahaha. Next time nalang yung iba pag naalala ko na. Ehehe ;p

Grabeh. Magka-chat kami ni CAMZ and tawa talaga ko ng tawa sa chain msg nya. Hahaha. Saksakin na ang gumawa nun. I laughed for ilang minutes. Seriously. Tawa talaga ko ng tawa. Hahaha.. Pandesal. Hahaha.. Go to her site. Dali!

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Takte. Ayaw lumabas ng YM ko. ARGH. Nararamdaman ko pa naman na online si KIRST ;( Haay buhay. Sadyang napakasaklap muh sa akin. HAHAHA ;p

Sana hindi ako masyadong maadik sa fly MOJO fly! Hahaha. Parang LIPAD, DARNA, LIPAD. HAHAHA. Nababaliw na ko ng tuluyan. Pero ayus lang. Gaya nga ng sabi ni Mimz, at least di na ko depressed. Hmm.. Hindi na nga ba? Haha. Di na ui! Tama na ang kabaliwan sa kanya. Masyado ng madaming luha ang nasayang dahil sa kanya. Ahaha ;)

Gusto kong gumawa ng new layout pero keilangan ko pang tapusin yung ano. Hahaha. Secret nalang namin ni bhezcey yun. Baka kasi mabasa ng mga tropa kong mababaho. Hahaha ;p

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OMG. Wooh! Yeah. Nag-commute ako ALONE. Oh my. Waa. Overjoyed! Ahaha ;) I was just really happy yesterday. Grabeh. I couldn't still believe it. Haha.

May 8
Late na kami nakaalis ng house. Dumating kami sa UP at around 10 na ata. Buti nalang di rin ganun kahaba yung pila. Nakita ko agad si Jo. Then hi-hello lang coz we have to line up na. Hm... Medyo matagal din ang pag-usad ng line. Tapos parang nag-open yung isang window so lumipat kami ni mommy. Kaya nauna pa kami dun sa iba. Ahihi ;) After submitting the credentials, we went straight to College of Dentistry to get my Form 5. Wala ngang tao when we got there eh. Kaya sobrang mabilis rin lang. Kapagod nga lang coz magkakalayo yung colleges. Plus, sobrang init pa. Sabi ni mommy mag-lunch nalang daw muna kami coz medyo alanganin na din yung time. Eh gutom na rin ako nun. Haha. After lunch and after some paglilibot sa mall (haha!) we went back to the OUR na to pay the matriculation fees. And then akyat sa secong floor for the ID picture taking. Hahaha. Laughtrip yung picture ko. Nakakdiri. HAHA. Ang taba taba kasi. Wala na. Kawawa na ko. FOREVER ko nang dala-dala yung picture na yun ;( Huhu. Nakakahiya pa nga eh. Kasi gantoh.

PICTURE TAKER (ahaha!): Oh, tingnan muh tong pic muh.
AKOH: Pwede pong paulit?
P: Oh cgeh.
A: Ah. Ang panget. Oh cgeh nah ngah poh. Yan nalang.

YUCK talaga. Ang panget ;( Huhu. Pamatay aba. Mamamatay ka sa kakatawa. HAHA! Then ayun. Tapos na. Pumunta na kami sa house nila Ate Me. And oh btw, while we were walking and walking sa mall ni mommy after having lunch, nakita namin si Ate Me with her hubby. HAHA ;p ***ATE ME IS MY COUSIN***

So ayun nga. Iniwan na rin ako ni mommy sa house. I had fun talaga. Ang saya. Haha. Orientation and psychological test the next day. Muka nga kong kawawa kasi parang ako lang yung walang magulang dun. HAHAHA. Muka akong ulilang lubos. HAHA. After ng orientation, tinipon kami sa isang kwarto. Room 203 ang block 15 at dun ko na nga nakilala ang mga blockmates ko. GRABEH. MGA HALIMAW SILA. Lalo tuloy akong takot =s Buti nakuha ko yung hotline dun sa counseling, pag hindi ko na talaga kaya, tatawagan ko talaga sila. HAHA. Baka itxt ako nung mga block coordinators pag nabasa nila yung mga pinagsusulat ko. Haha. Dun na mapapatunayang baliw nga ako. Naalala ko pa yung isang question. "What do you expect from UP Manila?" Di ko na matandaan yung sinulat ko but a part of it was "NATATAKOT AKO. KASI SYEMPRE, MGA HALIMAW TAO DITO." Haha. Taglish ginamit ko. Haha. Kaya muka na naman siguro akong kaawaawa. Nag-election din ng block head at si EDZEL (from Laoag) ang na-elect. Katxt ko sya ngayon, btw. Graduate daw yung mom nia ng Guevara (school ko before). What a small world! Galing noh?

At nag-bus nga ako mag-isa. Ahaha. Kinakabahan ang mga tao sakin. Natatawa nga ko kay Ate Me nung pasakay na kong jeep papuntang Buendia. Kasi umaandar pa yung jeep eh sumakay na ko. Haha. Narinig ko si Ate Me. Napasigaw pa sya. "Oh my GOD! Vilee! Vilee!" Haha. Kinabahan talaga sya. Hahaha.

Oh cgeh mga kaibigan. Hanggang dito nalang po. Kakain muna ko.

2006-05-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

DAMN THIS GURL FOR STEALING MY HUBBY!

Hahaha. Peace! Joke lang CAMZ! Ehe. I love my friends more than i love my hubbies ;) Ahehe ;p Hinalungkat ko pa yan sa archives ni CAMZ. Hehe ;p

Oh well. Enrollment. Haay. ~~Sabi ko i don't wanna go back in that university eh.~~ Yeah yeah, it's indeed my dream school pero kinakabahan talaga ko. I really don't have an idea what's in store for me in college. Hindi pa talaga ko ready. BUT puckshyet. When am i going to be prepared?! I only have a month left. Nakakatakot talaga, swear. Puro halimaw kasi mga tao dun and im feeling that i don't really belong there. Fish out of water. Pero ayaw ko namang isipin ni GOD na nagrereklamo ako. He gave me MORE than what I wished for. And of course, I have to grab this opportunity. Honestly, takot kasi kong mahirapan. But hell, it's unevitable. Kakabit na ng life natin yung hirap. Haay. I have to adjust na. Better start now.

Para sa 4 readers ko (hahaha ;p) pansamantala kong mawawala. Haha. 2days lang. Lolz. Ang epal ko talaga.

We'll leave early tomorrow so gotta go now ;)

Buhbye :*

2006-05-07T06:50:00.000+08:00

Enrollment on monday. Haay buhay. Ayoko nang bumalik sa unibersidad na yon. Pakiramdam ko ako ang may lowest upg na nakuha noong entrance exam. Nakakapanglumo ang buhay don. Parang di ko kaya =s GOD, gabayan MO po ako :'( Haay. Nanlalambot talaga ko eh. Kinakabahan na ko. *hinga hinga hinga*

Waa.. Shyet! Naalala ko! I dreamt bout the uber gorgeous ALI ALEJANDRO! Shyet! Whew! Kala ko totoo na. Ganto kasi yun:

Camz asked me daw na sumama sa date nya with this guy (dunno who he is BUT he's cute din). Then ayun, I played as their official photographer. Haha. I was taking pics of them (camz and her date. haha.) tapos when i looked back, ALI was there! Waaaa.. Oh my! Tapos tapos naka-smile sya sakin. Waa.. Shyet! The next thing I knew, kami na ni ALI yung magkasama!!! **CAMZ, putol yung kwento ko sayo. Ahihi** Ayun ayun. Nag-picture taking kami ni ALI and he was SOO makulit daw. Huhu. Too bad. Iya'y isang panaginip lamang. Haay. Nakakaiyak tuloy :(

Pero i noticed something. When i dreamt bout CHARLES ages ago, si CAMZ din ang kasama ko. Hahaha. Si CAMZ ang tulay upang maabot ko ng tuluyan ang aking mga pangarap. Haha :))

MRS. LEJANO by day..
MRS. ALEJANDRO by night..

HAHAHA ;)

2006-05-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

GRABEH. Kapagod talaga yesti. Pabalik-balik. Damn. Panu ko makaka-survive sa college? Masyadong magkakalayo yung mga colleges! Grr. Sumakit paa ko. Twice pa kong natilapid coz hindi pantay yung daan. Hehe. Kahiya.

3:55 na kami nagising. Then nakaalis kami ng house at around 6am. 9:30 na ata kami nakadating sa College of Dent. Whew! #57 na ko sa list. Hinanap ko yung name ni Gellie and ayun! #52 sya! Lapit lang. Sya lang kakilala ko dun. Schoolmates kami nung high school ;) Pagpunta ko sa room 303, bawal na daw parents =s Huhu. Katakot talaga. Hinanap ko si Gellie sa room but hindi ko talaga sya makita. Hehe. Then nung umalis yung nasa harap ko, *poof* lumitaw si Gellie! Yey. Nagulat sya coz di nya alam na Dental Med course ko. Ang tindi nila, grabeh. 50 lang daw ang kinukuha sa PUBLIC HEALTH! Waaa. Mga halimaw yung mga kasabay ko. Huhu ;'( Katakot talaga.

Badtrip talaga. Bweect kasi yung xray ko eh. Last week pa yun dun sa PGH then nung ipi-pick up na ni mommy, damn, di daw na-process! Dapat maaga pa lang tapos na kami. So we have to wait till 3pm! Leche. When we got back sa health center, waaaa! Di na daw sila mag-aaccept. Balik na lang daw kami the next day (ngayon). Kainis! Buti ma-epal si mommy. Hehehe. She already made a deal with the hmm, nuh ngang tawag sa kanila? Ehehe. Basta, yung mga nag-aassist na from public health department. AND.. 2 kaming hinbol. Yey! 104 ako, end of line. Haha. Then I met JO ;) Sya yung #103. I thought he's so mahiyain. Hehe...

Jo: PH ka din? *with a BIG smile in his face*
Me: No, dent ako :)

After 5mins...

Me: Tga-san ka po?
Jo: Cavite, kaw?
Me: Laguna.

And dun na nagsimula ang walang-tigil naming pagchi-chismisan. Hehehe. He's soo nice. Buti madaldal sya kundi napanis na ko dun. Hahaha. Im hoping to see him again on monday. Sabay pa rin kasi PH and Dent sa enrollment eh. Nung paalis na sya, eh kinukuha pa yung bp ko.

Jo: Uy, alis na ko. Byeeee. Monday nalang ha..

Hehe. Bait bait bait ;)

Ah. Ito pa, na-discover ko na i have scoliosis pala. Haay. Kaya pala ;( Kala ko RAYUMA na to. Hehe. And si pau, he's COLORBLIND daw! Hehehe. Dami naming na-discover ah. Ehehe.

Okay. Till here. I haven't eaten breakfast eh. Buhbye ;)

2006-05-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

I made something for Jaja! Yihee.. *tadaaaan*

Hahaha. Luvshu siis! Bhezcey! Pizz! Haha ;p

Ehehe.. Toh nah talaga ;) It's not that good. Pagtyagaan muh. Ahihi..

2006-05-02T04:54:00.000+08:00

Physical and medical exam tomorrow. So, i'll probably be in Manila the whole day. We were supposed to leave na this afternoon but my mom changed her mind. We'll leave at around 5am nalang daw. Panu kaya yun? Eh i usually sleep at around 4. Haha.. So so so, hindi nalang kaya ko matulog? Haha. Kasi di talaga ko makatulog ng maaga eh. Basically, i surf the net just to feel sleepy. Pampaantok lang. Hehe ;)

Photosharing kami ni KIRSTY kagabi hanggang madaling araw. Hahaha. Yihee! And oh, magpugay! HOORAY! Finally! Napaltan na yung display image ko kirst! Woow. I love that. Kirst. Hehehe ;p Karirin natin yung si anuh ha. Kilala muh na yun *winks*

I have nothing to say na. Wala kong maisip eh. Hehe..

BYE! *smooches*

2006-05-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

Yey. Haha. Feel na feel ang pagtutulug-tulugan. Ahehe. Hirap mag-upload ng pics here kaya sa photobucket ko nalang in-upload ;)

Haay. It's already May. Then, JUNE na! Gawd! Don't wanna go to college yet ;'( Im not yet ready. Huhu.

HELP HELP HELP! Im confused! MRS. LEJANO or MRS. ALEJANDRO?? Haay.. They're both hottie hot hot eh. Hahaha! Ang feeling talaga!

Okay okay. I'll sleep na *winks* It's already 1:30something and ako nalang yung gising dito. Hehe. Oh wait. I have to stay awake pala para maabutan yung prince ko. Ahihi.

2006-05-01T06:47:00.000+08:00

Yihee.. May1 tomorrow.. Haha. Eh anoh naman? Lah lang ;p Hm.. I have soo much things to do. Ej asked me na igawa sya ng background for his friendster account. Then, brother ko din nagpapagawa. And, i have to fix his blog pa. Ang feeling! As if naman may masusulat sya don noh. >>Lolz. Yabang! ;p<< Hm.. May naisip ako..

"I was with my pillow when God sent me my prince charming."

***Ano kayang connection dun sa una kong sinasabi noh? Ahaha ;p

Maelou likes my poem daw. Haha.. I don't uhm, enjoy reading that poem na. Eh kasi anuh, yung nga. Bastah, oo, yun ngah yun. Haha ;p

I slept at around 3 am kanina. Haay. Di ko natupad yung sinulat ko yesti. Kasi si emmanuel eh. Nagtext pa. Eh once in a blue moon lang yung magparamdam sakin thru text, kaya ayun, nireplyan ko. Hehe. Manisi daw ng iba. Pero i really have fun texting with the emo kid. Grabeh. Monthly ata yung awayan namin eh. Pero kahit ganun, i still love him. Mwaah mwaah mwaah. Si ej ang pinaka-matampuhing tao sa balat ng lupa. Haha. Pag na-late kah magreply, hala, yari kah. Tatadtarin ka talaga ng matitinding sad face nya. "Geh hindi na ulit ako magtetext sayo =c Sana masaya ka na =c" Haha. Pero ang cute nyang magtampo. Sobra. Ehehe ;p Waaa.. Mamimiss talaga kita. Haay.

Masaya na uli ako :) Pansin nyo naman siguro. Though may times talaga na naaalala ko pa rin yun. Nanghihinayang, nagsisisi. I wanna talk to him, mag-sorry and everything. Pero naisip ko, wala dapat pagsisihan. Coz i learned soo many stuffs from that experience :) Ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko ngayon. Dunno why. Maybe i have started moving on. Parang ang bilis coz yung past ko, it took 4years before i totally erased him from my life. Pero kasi yung dati ayaw ko. I don't wanna let him go kahit sinasabi kong gusto ko syang makalimutan. Ngayon talaga, promise, mas na-appreciate ko yung things surrounding me ;)

Enough enough enough. Naku, merienda time na naman. Waaa.. Don't wanna eat :( Hm.. Pede naman basta konti lang. Hehe. My cheeks are about to explode na kasi. Haha!

May17 ire-release yearbook namin. Shyet! Im sooo fat sa grad pic ko! Nakakahiya! Waaa! Kasi naman badtrip ako that time. I fixed everyone's hair. Iron, blah blah. Tas nung turn ko na, shyet! Nag-alisan lahat kasi malapit na daw mag-start yung picture taking. Damn! Pissed off ako that time. Napansin nung iba kong pinlantsahan so they assisted me. Di nga lang ganung kaayos coz madalian na talaga. Haha. I uploaded our grad pics sa multi ko. Hahaha. Laughtrip yun. Mga mukah kaming tanga. Ahihi ;p

GRAD PICS

Oh well. Bye muna ;) Buhbye.

2006-04-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

This is the only medal i got ngayong school year. Hehe. Pinagmalaki pa eh noh? Actually, in my 4 year stay in high school, i only got 2 medals. The first one was when i ranked 15th honorable mention nung 1st year and yan yung second. Haha. Kawawang bata. Pero okay lang. Im pretty contented with everything. At least i know na i gained something ;) And i think yun yung more important.

Malaya. Haha. I still remember this one. Grabeh. Sobrang clear pa sa mind koh everything that happened. It all started nung sinabi sakin ni betha na mam federico (math teacher) daw asked her kung sinong pwedeng ilaban sa poetry writing. NOTE: tagalog ha ;) Ako daw yung sinabi ni betha. I thought na she was just messing with me. So nawala na yun sa isip ko. But then, when we were inside mam fed's room, hala, totoo pala. Ayun, she asked us kung available daw kami ng saturday coz saturday nga yung event. Waa.. Ehd of course, i said YES. Hahaha. I cried talaga infront of them. Kasi naman, first time kong lalaban. Parang no one ever gave me their trust para ilaban ako kahit saan. Damn. Sa dinami-dami naming staffers, BAKIT AKOH?! Wednesday ata nung sinabi samin yun. Inutusan ako ni mam to find some articles bout laguna coz it might help me daw. Shit. Lumipas ang mga araw, wala akong nakita kahit isa. When we're on our way papuntang UPLB, tinanong ako ni mam kung may nahanap daw ako and i answered "wala poh". Waa.. SERMON ;'( Tas nakakahiya pa coz yung 3 contestants for quiz bee, nagrereview pa rin sa jeep. Si jaira (vale namin) yung representative namin for mixed media, grabeh ha, as in kinareer nya ang pangunguha ng materials. Haay naku. Parang "fish out of water" talaga. I wanna cry. Gusto kong tumalon nalang sa jeep at bumalik sa house namin. I won't elaborate it na coz medyo napi-piss off lang ako pag naaalala ko. Pero hooray! Ako lang yung nag-uwi ng medal. NO! Deins ako nagyayabang or something. I just feel so blessed. Naisip ko, kanya-kanyang oras lang talaga yan, and i guess it was my moment *winks* Thank GOD! I was sooo happy that time kahit 3rd lang ako. It was my first time talaga. Yihee! Then naisip ko pa nung sinesermonan ako sa jeep. Ahihi. Wala lang. Just wanna share it. Hehe ;p

And btw, here's the poem i wrote. It's not that good. Wonder why it won.

Theme: Lagunense: Malikhain, Makasining, Makabayan

Magmasid Ka...

Sining ay kaakibat ng bawat tao,
Magmasid ka't tiyak madidiskubre mo,
Subukang imulat ang 'yong mga mata,
Pagkat sining ay nandyan sanman magpunta.

Nang tayo ay namulat dito sa mundo,
Kultura'y pamana ng mga ninuno,
Pagiging malikhai'y di naglalaho,
Sadyang nakaukit sa 'ting mga puso.

Ang mga Lagunense'y di patatalo,
Kung sa sining lamang, mas maunlad tayo,
Tara na't pumunta dito sa bayan ko,
Halika't ipakikita namin sa'yo.

Barong na tagalog at yari sa pinya,
Dalawin ang Lumban at mamamangha ka,
Iba't ibang kahoy na sadyang inukit,
Sa ngalan ng Paete, iya'y nakadikit.

Ilan lamang iyan sa patunay,
Na sining ng Laguna'y walang kapantay,
Taglay na galing ng bawat isa sa 'tin,
Marapat lamang na ating paunlarin.

Bukambibig nating bayan ko'y mahal ko,
Handang gawin ang lahat para lang rito,
Ngunit di ba dinatnan ng pagkalito?
Kung pano inalay ang pagmamahal mo?

Sining ay kaakibat ng bawat tao,
Magmasid ka't tiyak madidiskubre mo,
Subukang imulat ang 'yong mga mata,
Pagkat sining ay nandyan sanman magpunta.

Sa sining, emosyo'y naipadadama,
Pagmamahal ay ating napapakita,
Bawat sining na sa mata mo'y lalapit,
Pag-ibig ng bawat isa'y nakakapit.

Haha. Naghahalungkat kasi ako sa drawer and nakita ko yung poems, etc. na nagawa ko. Haha. Lousy lahat ;p Toh lang 2 share ko.

This one, pinagawa samin ni mam laron. It's how do i see myself ten years from now ata. Eh i was so tamad kaya ayan ang kinalabasan. Haha. Ang panget. Frustrated writer talaga ko. Haha. Masyado pang ma-feeling tong ginawa ko. Hahaha.

The wind swiftly blows my face as the little birds merrily welcome a brand new day. The countless rays of sun that pass through my window is just a perfect sign for me to abandon my four poster bed.
As i climb down the stairs, the maids have started doing their own business. Oh what a fine saturday morning! I enjoy a cup of tea while seating on my sofa after having my duty at the hospital last night. A smile suddenly draws on my face. It's been ten years since i left high school. A decade ago when i was still a menace to society. But look at me now. Loadsof differences between my past and present situation.I used to be this happy-go-lucky girl. Silly little me. A girl who was always involved in arguments. A brat who had been known for her criticizing power. It's a miracle how all of these have faded.
Though i've just passed my board exams, i'am now a respectable doctor in a first class hoospital. Who would imagine that the girl in a green uniform dancing enthusiastically even without music will become a reputable woman of medicine?
My career is just beginning to bloom. I know that there are still trials that i have to surpass. I'am just starting my journey to success.
Oh ho! A call from the hospital. There is an emergency and my help is badly needed. So, i will justhave a shower and get back to this later.

And.. Hm.. Kay mam laron din toh eh.. Waaa.. Kahiya.. Haha.. YUCK talaga toh..

The Man Behind The Guitar

His caressing voice that makes me mad,
The only answer when i feel sad,
His guitar creates this calming sound,
That drives away the pain i have found.

I have never felt this way before,
He's indeed more than what i wished for,
He's truly the apple of my eyes,
Please do believe me, these aren't lies.

The man who lurks behind his guitar,
Is the one i have asked from the star,
He isn't perfect, he'll never be,
But i'll love him everlastingly.

Im wholly insane as it may seem,
I may be stupid for liking him,
I'll close my eyes, continue dreaming,
Still be wishing a happy ending.

Hahaha. Yucky. Natatawa ko everytime nababasa ko yang mga yan. Basta may mai-pass lang eh noh? Haha :p

Ongah pala. Im now implementing some changes sa buhay ko. Ahehe.

1. more sleep- kasi usually, my sleeping hours is from 4am-8:30am. Haha. I will really try to sleep earlier ;)
2. less arguments with my brother
3. lessen my katarayan ;)
4. eat MORE fruits and veggies. plus, more water

***I made a friendster account. Haha. After 2years, ngayon lang uli ako makakpag-friendster. Haha ;p Add me up, orayti? Im using mizundahstood18@gmail.com

2006-04-30T05:27:00.000+08:00

Good morning world! Hahaha. Epal eh ;p

My legs are aching. Pati yung hips ko. Ouch. Kasi anuh eh, uhm, bastah. Haha.

Grabeh! Di ko pa rin lubos maisip. My bestfriend is now a vegetarian. Whoa. She gets tired of eating meat na daw. Eh ako, i won't get tired of eating meat. I loove meat. Hahaha.

Hm.. Im hungry. Shyet. Control vilee, control. Or else, your body will get worse. Haha.. I have a motivating pactor (haha. i love that! "p"actor. lolz.) sa pagda-diet. Yihee. And i guess effective talaga this one.

Im watching eat bulaga. Yey! Paolo paolo paolo. Im still inlooove with him. Hahaha. He's not GAY! Argh. Hindi talaga!

Lah naman akong masulat na matino. Hm. Panuh bah yan? Ah wait! May share akong pics. These two make me laugh. Wahaha!

Hahaha. Kasi naman eh. Di ganyan magpa-cute si pau. Haha. Basta. He looks funny in this one.

At ito. Look at their eyes. Si micho talaga. Laging inaantok. Haha!
Uyy.. Si jah, pinapaliit yung eyes nya. Wahaha!

Wala lang. Ang saya kasi eh. Haha.

2006-04-29T06:22:00.000+08:00

Yey! Finally. I put some pics in my multiply account. Nakalimutan ko na that i made an account almost a year ago. Hahaha.

multeeply ;p

2006-04-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

Yey! Im back to my katinuan :) I'll stop being soo madrama. Haha! Ang corny ko pala pag nade-depress. Ahihi. Gawd. Na-realize ko na i haven't shared pa pala what happened nung swimming namin. Soo etoh:

Supposedly, 6pm magkikita-kits sa jollibee pagsanjan. Hahaha! Mehn! Ako pa? Ahihi.. Mag-6pm na, wala pa si aira sa haws namin. We talked kasi na sabay kami pupunta sa pagsanjan so ayun, i waited for her sa haws. After minutes of waiting sa may gate ng compound, *tanaaan* ibinagsak si matienzo ng isang kinakalawang na ufo. Haha! While i was waiting for her, i kept on sending her txts. "Inaamag na ko dito." "Lumubog na si hareeng araw." Blah blah blah. Haha! Moving on, nag-intay pa kami sa may munisipyo. Kasi si emmanuel, juskoh! Napakatagal mag-desisyon whether sasama sya or not. Sinundo namin sya sa haws nila. Hahaha. Hindi man lang kami nilabas. Ah bastah. May valid reason naman eh :p *LOVE YOU EJ* At habang iniintay namin ni aira ang desicion ni ej, tinatadtad na kami ni franco ng txts. Haha! Nakakatawa talaga. Nung na-receive ko yung txt ni ej na he won't come na, naglakad na kami ni aira papunta sa may sakayan. Whew! Ang dilim and sobrang nakakatakot =s Then may isang manong na sumigaw samin. "Hoy uwi nah!" Then i replied, "Sige, iuwi muh kami." Haha! Natakot si aira. Wahaha! Sarap talagang mang-trip ;p After almost 15 minutes of byahe, yesh! Nakarating din sa pagsanjan. At nakita kong nakalugmok sa franco sa mesa sa labas ng jabee. Haha! Parang nalugi. We bought some foods sa goodwill. At doon na nagsimula ang buhul-buhol naming problemas. Hahaha. Yung resort na supposedly pupuntahan namin, hanggang 12 midnight lang pala! Hala. Panu yun?! At san kami magsstay after that?! But sabi nila check daw muna namin coz micho's not that sure bout it. And ayun nga, we rode sa tricycle papunta dun. Hell, hanggang 12 nga lang sila and when we went inside, shyet, daming tao! BUT, grabeh, we saw a cutie! Gusto na nga naming mag-stay ni sha dun eh. But pau said malaki naman daw yung tummy nung guy kaya humanap nalang daw kami ng iba. We decided na bumalik ng sta. cruz and sa montreal (sa pila) nalang ituloy yung swimming. We bought ng pang-dinner sa binalot :) Yey! Sarap sarap. Yumm. Todo tawad pa kami since lagi naman kami dun nakain nung may classes pa. Binigyan pa kami ni ate ng BENANAS. Haha! Jeep uli papuntang montreal then tricycle papasok nung street. While we were at the back of the tricycle, naisip ko na, "What if sarado yung resort? Hehe." At ayun nga. Surprise! Sarado nga. Nagddrain daw kasi ng water. Hahaha. Adventure ito. That was around 9pm, mauubos na money namin at wala kaming resort na matagpuan. Dinala kami nila manong driver sa another resort na dun din sa area na yun. Just as i expected, close din sila. Ayus. Buti nga hindi dun eh. Muka kasing farm yung resort. Hahaha! So, no choice. Sa slide n dive kami bumagsak. Argh. Ang lamig lamig ng water. AS IN! Nakakatawa nga eh. Lah na kasi talaga kaming money. There are two types nung cottage. One, under the mango tree (haha..) and yung isa, kubo type. As usual, todo tawad kami dun sa kubo type. Kasi naman, pag dun kami sa under the mango tree giginawin lang kami dun noh. At ayun nga, napilit namin si kuya bantay. Hahaha. DINNER TIME! Grabeh, we looked like mga itik na nag-aagawan sa food. At ito pah, we only had 3 bottles of iced tea. Ayus noh? Hating kapateed. Hahaha. Ang saya talaga. Enjoy ;) Haay. Kakamiss yung ganyan. Yung mga adventures ng barkada.

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Waaa.. Naalala ko na naman. Magpapaturok ako. Shyet. I don't want to! Huhu :( Im afraid.. Kasi, dapat kanina ko papaturok but the tao dun sa health service said na sa may3 nalang daw. Kasabay ng physical examination. So, nagpa-xray nalang ako. Grabeh! The one who assisted me is a guy. Waa. Imagine! Whew. Ang awkward talaga. Haha! He was laughing at me pa coz na-tie ko daw yung tali dun sa likod ng hospital gown. Haha. Behlat :p

2006-04-26T08:40:00.000+08:00

Shyet. I miss you guys :( A little message for all of you.

Hey guys :) I'd just like to hand you my deepest gratitude. Looking back at the things i've done, natatawa ko. I've realized the shallowness of the stuffs i'd been thinking about. It's so funny how pathetic i became. No more suicidal attempts, i promise. Haha ;) A profound realization is attacking me at the moment. We've already burnt bridges and i think it's the best thing to do. I'am now trying to step forward, not yet ready though, but im putting my best effort ;) I won't go digging my own grave anymore. Life is beautiful and i'll live it the way it deserves to be appreciated. I had been so into him that i already took for granted everything that's around me, including you guys :( I focused my eyes into the stuffs that won't appreciate my attention. A sincere apology my dear friends, for most of the times, i made no bones for you guys :( And im really really sorry bout that. Ayan kasi. I was so careless that i bit the bullet and wasn't prepared for the result, such a bitter pill :'( It was i who added insult to the injury. Di naman dapat problemahin, pinoproblema ko pa rin. Kaya i think, i deserve everything. I'll call a spade a spade. Im ready to come clean. "Kung di pa nangyari toh, di koh mare-realize that im loosing you guys." Minsan nga di ko na kayo narereplyan just because ka-text ko sya. Im really sorry :( Im tired of racking brains, of being of two minds, but i guess, what i did last night is one of the best decisions i've ever come up to. I was in a tight squeeze kagabi pero i passed thru it coz i know anjan kayo :) Your warm embrace has been my shield. I won't go searching for love, coz sabi nga ni camz, im surrounded with REAL love *winks* As the quote says, "Don't focus on what you lost but what REMAINS." Thanks for staying with me ;) "To be upset over what you don't have is to waste what you do have." And i don't wanna waste all of you :( Bastah, im here lang, as i've always said :) Thanks for all the help. Thanks for listening. Luvshusoomuchiie! Mwaah!

2006-04-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

A'ryt a'ryt.. After hours of crying last night, what do I get? My eyes are swelling and I can't see things clearly. (literally)

I was praying and praying last night, it's the only thing I can do, aside from crying. I was thinking that I shouldn't have done it. Hinayaan ko nalang sana yung time works on its way para unti-unti kaming magkalimutan.

On the other side of my mind, I did the right thing. Okay, gantoh. We're good friends nga, we text, get updates from each other, etc, peo shit... As I've said, I DON'T WANNA BE STRANDED IN THIS FUCKING FRIENDSHIP WHILE IM STILL CLUTCHING IN THIS FUCKED UP FEELINGS I GOT FOR HIM. See my point? It'll be unfair for both sides. Plus, halos the whole world knows this, it'll be harder pag nalaman n'ya toh kung kelan we're absolutely closer nah. Yeah, I did the best move. And now, Im ~~ready~~ trying to move forward.

I know that everything between us suddenly changed. The way he looks at me now is already fucking different. Im not what you're probably thinking. (though i really don't know kung anoh ngang tingin nia sakin ngayon) I feel bad that our friendship has to end this way. And when you reminded me the "FRIENDS FOREVER" thing, I cried hard, the worst you can expect. These are the reasons why I keep on crying. Why I keep on thinking that what I did is absolutely wrong. I can't control my tears, they won't listen. BUT, I decided to stick with my decision. Nagawa ko na and that's FINAL.

You guys are probably confused now, basta, leave it to me nalang, a'ryt? :)

There are things that I have to clear. But I don't want to talk to him anymore. Well, I guess, I'll juts have to leave it that way. NO CHOICE.

You,
Thanks talaga for everything. I've said that a million times already. I think you misunderstood the purpose of my text. I told you those things not to ask for your love in return but to BID MY GOODBYE :) Natatakot lang ako na you might compare me to any other girls na makikipag-friends just because of their hidden desire sa person na yun. NO, hindi ako ganun. Whether you believe me or not, pinili kong maging friends with you to know you better. Coz I was thinking na once makita ko yung negative side mo, eventually, this thing I got for you will suddenly *poof* vanish and we'll be FRIENDS FOREVER, as in purely friends. Pero tangnah, i fell for you even more. Hell, it worked the other way around and I didn't like it. Honestly, lagi kong sinasabi sa friends ko na I want you to be my friend nalang talaga coz I guess mas okay kang ka-barkada. I tried to kill my feelings, totoo yan. But wala eh, Im not that strong. Kaya nga I decided to end our friendship nalang. It'd be better :)

Okay. Enough. Don't wanna cry again. :)

I hope everyone gets my point. Natatakot talaga ko na baka magbago tingin nyo sakin. Well, I can do nothing about that. I can't control your minds. Basta for me, tama yung ginawa ko and I'LL STAND BY IT. :) Okay okay. HE'S OUT OF MY LIFE AND IM STILL ERASING EVERY BIT OF MEMORY WE HAD.

Don't I deserve a trophy for being brave this time? For standing again after what had happened? For sticking with my decisions? Purihin daw sarili noh? Hehe.

AND...
I'd like to thank these four globe subscribers (hehe ;p) that made me feel okay kagabi. AIRA, BETHA, JAH and EJ :) Sorry sa pagfa-flood ko kagabi. Ehehe. Peo i feel better now. And of course, CAMZ! Thanks talaga. Mwaah! Your words work. I feel enlightened now :) Hehe. Luvshuol! Mwah mwah!

MIMI, LOLLY, KIRSTY. Waaa. Miss you all! Chat teio!

BHEZ! Wanna talk to you. Mishu!

**Siish, hope your okay now. Im here for you ;) Love you!

Labo kong magkwento noh? Hahaha.

2006-04-25T14:43:00.001+08:00

I dunno what to write but there are LOTS of things that are occupying my mind. I wanna put into words every little thing that's bothering me but I don't really know where to start. I hate this feeling. Oh GOD, help me :(

Saying goodbye is probably the hardest thing. Lalo na pag you have learned to live by that person. Sabi nah eh. I don't want to depend on him. Oh yes, him. Aww. I keep on saying that Im tired nah of this silly game but hell, I can't help but to think of him. I don't know what to do. Parang everything nah nakikita/naririnig koh, related sa kanya. ~~Color yellow, the stars, guitar, bands, music.~~ Putcha. Ayoko nah pls. Im feelin' that everyone thinks im stupid. Oh yes iam. And I won't go denying it. One thing that makes me sick is why the hell do i keep on expecting something good will eventually happen?! It's so frustrating. Halos ayokoh nang i-check yung phone koh if there are messages coz im always hoping nah if there's any, sana it's from him. Am I ready to let him go? In the first place, he was never mine :'( And I guess, he'll never be.

Enough. I don't wanna cry here. Kanina while i was here sa sala, my tears started to fall. Shyet. I don't want them to know what's happening with me. So i decided to take a bath nalang. When i went out of the bathroom, mejo paga pah yung eyes koh. I went upstairs para mag-stay in my room. Ang weird talaga. Magugulat nalang ako that tears are starting to roll down nah from my eyes. Ayoko nah :( I just need someone to talk to.

**EJ! Thanks soo much! Though hindi kah nakasama, thanks talaga. Thanks for listening and drawing a big smile on my face. That's why i really love you. Hope you're always there. Mwah!

2006-04-25T02:57:00.000+08:00

Yey. Swimmingan nah! Haha. Im excited. Yesh! Finally! Weeh! See yah later guys ;)

Teka. Teka. I found these pics in my pc. Hehe ;p Share koh lang.

Shyet. The eye-popping goggles of my brother. Haha. Laughtrip.

Yeah. The pinky gurls.

A little gift for my co-ungases. Luvshu! *smooches*

Hulaan kung sino ang lalaking nakaukit sa litrato. Ahaha ;p

Next time nalang yung ibah. I'll post some of our prom pics tomorrow. Yihee!

2006-04-24T07:54:00.000+08:00

I got this from Camzie's blog ;p

LAST THING YOU

x ate - kikiam. haha. yumm.

x drank - coke. i was supposed to avoid drinking coke, but putcha, can't help it. haha.

x saw - vreian, my brother ;)

x touched besides the computer - vreian

x watched on tv - s files?

x saw in a movie theater - goblet of fire. haha.

x wanted - new clothes

x needed - food ;)

x twisted - vreian's arm. wahaha!

x listened to - Lights and Sounds by Yellowcard

x squeezed - can't remember. sorry ;p

x yelled at - vhictor, another bro ;)

x taped - remote control? hahaha.

LAST TIME YOU

x cried - this morning.

x yelled - an hour ago, i guess.

x smiled - im smiling :)

x ate - im still eating (while smiling) ahaha..

x changed clothes - kaninang 9am when I took a bath. ahihi..

x slept - kaninang 4am. haha.

x worked out - this morning. hahaha!

x played a game - can't remember.

x played a sport - months ago. putcha. i miss playing football :(

x went to the mall - last thursday.

x went to the movies - damn. i have a partial amnesia. i caaan't remember.

x ate fast food - kaninah?

x went to church - a month ago, i think. aww..

x liked to someone - hm..

2006-04-24T07:28:00.000+08:00

Shyet shyet shyet.

I chatted with Mimi a while ago. And then, I got disconnected. Damn. And now, she's not online nah. Dami koh pah nman stooories. Tss. Bweect tlgah.

Im excited for tomorrow's swimming :) Weepee! Yehey! Fiestah! Hahaha. Aww mehn! Sanah makasamah si ej. Huhu :( I miss you tol! ;p

~~Tangnah.~~ Pag nagkataon, 8 lang kami lalangoy-langoy sa pool. Shyet nman oh. Hm.. Peo okay lang rin, matuloy lang toh. Haha.

Boredom conquers my world. I hate it. I wanna go out, pero san akoh pupuntah? Hahaha. Walang tatanggap sakin. HmM.. I-surprise koh kaya sila betha? Haha. One day, bigla nalang akong susulpot sa pintuan ng kanilang tahanan. *tadaaan!* Im here! Surprise! Hahaha. Putah. Lah talaga kong magawa.

Mommy's sleepin. So as my dad. Ang kapateed kong baluga, asa labas, playin' his guitar. He's with the band. Hahaha. TINYS is the name. Putcha. I can't mention here what it really means. Censored pare. Haha. And, my youngest bro? Etoh, sitting beside me. Busy sa pananakit sakin. *OUCH!* And when I say pananakit, I mean PANANAKIT. Haha.

Nakakailang putcha, shyet, etc. nah koh? Haha. Dapat may bad words counter 2ditz sa blog koh. Hahaha. Hmm... 2ditz. Ehehe. Shyet. I miss you ;) Leche. Haha.

I never liked Sandwich before. In fact, I hate that band. What's with Raimund Marasigan that people think he rocks? Mehn. Mukah xang ulul. Ahihi. Sorry poh ;p BUT, when I heard "Butterfly Carnival", shyet, I fell inlove with the song. Ewan. Parang there's something different. Bastah. Unexplainable, tsong. Peo it won't convert me into a sandwich panateec. Hehe.

Oh my. I look like a rape victim atah dun sa pics here in my layout. Hahaha. YUCK.

Yesh. Im getting more excited. Swimming nah swimming nah koh. Haha. I can swim nah! Weepee! Haha. I practiced last friday ;p And yes oh dear, papakitaan koh keio 2mo! Haha.

2006-04-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

TIME CHECK: 3:21 A.M.

Hehehe. Kanina, (or should i say kagabi? haha.) before pumasok ng room si mommy, she told me, "Hoy. Matulog kah ha." Hahaha! Then at around 2, bumabah sya and *tantananan* Im still here. Haha. I don't wanna sleep.

Im still chattin' with my bhezcey :) Aww. I miss her SOO much. My post daw made her miss us even more. Ahehe. I miss you too! How i wish you were here. Hope to see yah really really soon. Mwaah!

2006-04-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

Look. Meet my bro's friend, Theo. Haha. Sorry my dear :) Napag-tripan koh pic moh coz of boredom. Ahihi. Mehn! I love your pose.

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A'ryt a'ryt. It's 12:15 A.M. and Im still infront of my monitor. Shitness. I didn't blog for ages. Di nah atah koh marunong. Haha. Oh my. I miss everyone! Mwaahz!

^Now playin' ~ last time by typecast.. Im so into emo bands. They rock my world :p

***Haay. For the nth time, Im lost pareh. Ewan. Im confused. Damn. Im so inlove with him. I really don't know what to do.

Oh well. Anyway, the links. I haven't fixed it yet. Sabi nah, this one's gonna be a patapon nah naman. Haha!

I prepared this a week ago. Here. Maiyak-iyak pah koh while typing this. Hehe. Aww. I miss them :(

^Aira- Mahal koh! I'll miss yah bitch :p Thanks for letting me be a part of your life. Mamimiss koh ang mga pose natin.. Our ka-kikayan, kalokohan at kung anu-ano pang -an.. Haha! Remember when we didn't attend our English class? We were hiding sa likod ng gabaldon coz Mam Laron might catch us. I'll miss the moments pag nauubusan na tayo ng money. We'll go tambay sa canteen and buy some caramba and mineral water. Hahaha!
You're the first thing that pop into mah mind whenever I hear Wake Me Up When September Ends.. Hahaha ;p Don't worry, I know he loves you. Time will come that he'll kneel in front of you, begging for another chance.

My nanay betha ;) Thanks for every slice of advice you've given me. Thanks soo much for lending me your ears, your shoulders and your heart :) I know that most of the time my jokes have hurt you yet you still tend to draw a smile on your face. Thanks dahil nasanay kah nah sakin :) Lam nyo nman yun, MASAKIT akong mag-mahal.. Hahaha! Don't worry about that stupid guy. Pare-pareho talaga tayo. Hahaha! One day, magigising nalang s'ya then he'll realize your true importance my dear ;)

^Jaja- I'll probably miss your eyeballs. Yebah! Haha! Thanks.. Thanks.. Thanks siis :) Thanks for staying with me. Our friendship has reached an inaccessible level. Hehe! Many times you've shown me that you're a true friend. You were once my karibs over that idiot. Hahaha! Siis koh *hugs* I will definitely miss you! Try to control your fiery feelings ha? Lolz ;p "3ungas" has a special place in my heart. I love you ka-ungas!

Another ka-ungas.. Haha! Hm.. Mommy sha koh :) Thanks, sobrah! Among all of them, kaw yung pinaka-inaamag nah. Hahaha! We've been together since we were in our 1st year. "Through The Years" really fits us. Putcha! This gurl?! Super yaman but she never used it parah makapag-yabang. That's why I love yah. You always show the real you. You've never been a shiny plastic. Miss koh nah yung curly hair moh. Hehe.. We'll always be "3ungas".

^Anna- Thanks!! Oh my.. I never imagined that we'll be swak sa isa't isa. I can still recall, naiinis talagah koh sa'yo dati coz ayaw mong i-pass kay Elaine yung crumpled letter koh.. Hahaha! Oh well.. Thanks fwend for sharing your "words of wisdom" that saved me from hell :p You're a true saint.. Ehehe.. Thanks for being there especially nung times nah I was confused. Sobwang, waah! Thankful akoh coz I grabbed the chance nah makilala kah even deeper. You've proven nah hindi lahat ng bookworm gaya ni Chad. Haha! I love you soo much and I'll be hoping that I can still be a part of your life. **We'll help you nah pumormah sa college, haha!**

You'll always be Hareeng Paulo. I'll miss your kayabangan! Hahaha! ;p We'll both miss GINANG KIN. Wahaha! Si Mr. Self-Appointed EIC :p Haay.. Inaaway-away kitah nung grade six tas ngayon sooper love nah kitah *hugs*. Thanks pau! You're the best. You're the closest sa heart koh among the pytha boys. Favor naman oh. Introduce us nah to your special someone. Daya moh eh! Hmpf! Nakuu.. Yari kah! Ibu-bully kah sa college! Haha! Joke :p Mahal nah mahal nah mahal kitah HP. Sobwang mamimiss koh ang "Balagtasan with Hareeng Paulo and Malaia". Haha! And I’m sure, mamimiss din nilah yun.. Hehe! Maglaba kah nah ng bag sa college ha? Parah walah ng maninirahang ipis sa bag moh. Haha! Thanks pau! Thanksss! Kaw laging nagpapatawah everytime bad trip nah lahat :) I'll miss you!

^Clarice- And now, our friendship has moved to another stage *winks*. Sorry clang :( An evil spirit lang talagah entered my system. Hehe.. Sanah walang magbagoh ha? Nawa'y patuloy kayong mag-mahalan ng iyong asawah. But but but, never let your rela mess up your studies ha? You are everyone's ate. Hehe! Lapit nah debut moh :p Goddluck fwend sa landas nah iyong tatahakin. "Tagalog" fully reminds me of yah. "Mahal koh!! 82Ü" Wahehe! :p

^Dannah- Liberated.. Haha! Wag nah wag kong mababalitah nah bumalik kah kei "mah myne" ha! Yari kah sakin. Sasabunutan koh yang chemically treated hair moh :p Don't be too depressed over some things ha? Always remember, may karamay kah, si Malaia and the whole gang.. Hehehe! I'll always remember your "beauty tips". Hahaha! Yung article moh sa school paper! :p Mahal nah mahal kitah though hindi halata. Anditoh lang akoh for yah. Im just a text away :)

^Lady- Independent woman. Oh yeah.. Ang babaeng mei paninindigan. Mei "palabra de honor". Hehe! Wag mong sarilinin yung probs moh, we're here for yah :) The only thing that I can do to help yah is to include you in my prayers. Don't worry, God is good. He'll help you wash away those probs. Stay as strong as you are. Peo minsan, isipin moh rin sarili moh, a'ryt? You deserve to be happy :)

**Btw, thanks for always accompanying me to the CR. Haha! I'll miss our CR moments :p

^Ivylou- **Oh shyet. I can't find a pic.** Bilog.. Bilog.. Haha! For the 2nd time, we became barkada :) On-off ang friendship natin noh? Hehe. Dami na nating napagsamahan (since elem). Thanks gurl! You chose the right companions. Hehehe. Walah akong masabi :p Ah.. Hahaha! Still remember the uhm, I can't say it here eh. Peo bastah. I somehow believe it nah. I dunno if coincidence yun or what. Ang galing eh. Hahaha.

^Franco- Do you know that I once fell for yah? Hahaha! Kasi ikaw eh. Sayang sayang. Pinakawalan moh koh. Haha! Just kidding.. I know, sobwang nao-offend kah nah sa mgah jokes namin ni Dannah. Sorry kah, ang pikon moh eh :p Peo love nah love kah namin. Thanks for being a true friend! I'll miss your chismises. Haha. Kaw ang #1 chismoso among the boys. Ingats ingats my dear friend. And oh, try to forget Clarice nah ha? Mei JN nah yun eh :p Hahaha!

And and and.. Of course, these three rakistas that made a mark talagah in my life..

YOU! I miss you. Really. I still value our friendship though you must have erased everything you could bastah related sakin. Though we're left with zilch, Im still hoping nah maaayos pah toh (coz I believe walah namang dapat ayusin). Sorry sa mgah pang-aasar and panti-trip namin. Thanks for the uhm, really really short time. I had fun with you :) I know someday our roads will meet again. And by that time, sanah we'll be back to normal. I miss you bulul :p

A'ryt.. A'ryt.. What can I say bout this rakistah? I look like a fan sa pics natin. Meet and greet your idol. Hahaha! HmM.. Behlaat! :p Hahaha! Grabeh. Alala koh pah when your band performed. Whoa! Galing moh. Promise ;) You're no singer but shyet, great guitarist. 10 to 15 years from now, sikat kah nah. Well at least, I already managed to have a pic with you. Ire-reproduce koh then ipagbebentah koh sa labas ng venue ng concert nyo. Hahaha! Oh well.. Thanks talagah. Friends forever ;) Mwaahz :p

^EJ- You are the most asteeg. Thanks talagah for the short time ;) I feel soo thankful that I once become a part of your life. You're indeed my second utol. Sanah talagah last year pah lang naging close nah tayo. You're the only sophomore that made me cry ng sobwah! (Except for my bro, i guess. Haha.) I was depressed for weeks when you had your tampo. Haha. Grabeng tampo talagah yun. Aww.. I'll miss you :'( Sanah you'll still send replies sa texts koh ha? Thanks thanks thanks.. Big thanks to you! Sanah walang magbago. I'll always be your ate ;) If anything's bothering you, im just a text away, a'ryt? I love you 'tol *hugs* (Btw, magtinoh nah ha! Ehehe :p Wag nang sundan pah ang tape ng beatles ;p)

Can't wait to see you guys on Monday! Weepee! Kahit sa tabi-tabi lang swimming natin, ayus lang. Haha.

2006-04-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

I'm dying.